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back at dortmund for a new match , feels like i never left at all . the grass green freshly cut and the stands empty , ready to be filled with loyal fans and our opponents' .

i was just doing a quick run around the field, warming up for whatever coach had ready for us . " jude , welcome back " marco said arms wide for a hug which i accepted , who doesn't like hugs , he doesn't .

i didn't pay that little comment any mind and started catching up with them .

2 hours later . . .

" man i don't think i can breathe " i commented and everyone nodded in agreement . water couldn't do anything at this point . " well , that's it for today men see you tomorrow " coach announced , we said our goodbyes and i grabbed my phone out my bag .

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🦹🏾‍♂️mike tyke🧟‍♂️
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i wonder what mike's up to , texting me so much . my expectations were short lived as it was just a bunch of deleted messages , one after the other .

admit i felt sad , a bit but he'll be coming soon to see me . that's the real reason i wanted him to come to my game , knowing that i'd be in germany and him in england for months on end i wouldn't be able to see him , touch him , kiss him .

🦹🏾‍♂️mike tyke🧟‍♂️
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jude
i love you .
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michael
i thought i'd say this first but i love you too .
you're special to me .
these words will mean more when i see you
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i smiled at my phone , i felt like my heart was doing backflips and my stomach was being filled with butterflies. his arms will ignite a fire that i lost when i last touched him , he's mine . only mine . 

♡︎ 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐭𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐞 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞𝐬 ♡︎
𝐛𝐢𝐭 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐭 𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐭 ? 𝐧𝐚𝐡 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐭 😭
𝐨𝐟𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐨𝐩 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝 , 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐢'𝐯𝐞 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐧 𝐰𝐚𝐬 500 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐬 𝐦𝐢𝐧.
𝐝𝐨𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐢𝐭'𝐥𝐥 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐨𝐨𝐧 .