𝑭𝑰𝑹𝑺𝑻 𝑻𝑶𝑼𝑪𝑯 || 𝑱𝑼𝑫𝑬 𝑩𝑬𝑳𝑳𝑰𝑵𝑮𝑯𝑨𝑴 ||

𝒆𝒍𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒏

𝒋𝒖𝒅𝒆 𝒑𝒐𝒗

" son ? " " jude ? " my parents voices echoed and it felt as if i was loosing air and my vision got dark . it was too much my thoughts were too bearing and then i would have to tell mike , i had to tell him that our relationship is over . it would've hurt him , took him a while to open up to me and here i am took advantage of it and made him even more reserved . god i feel horrible .

" can- let me just get a moment to think . please . " i managed to breathe out , i felt tired , my leg was killing me , it seemed like the sudden stress just set my body off which shouldn't happen since i already play football . stress was built into the game but at this time , a title clash would make me feel relaxed than ever . my mom helped me with my crutches to go upstairs and i just nodded while she helped , i didn't ask for the help but i'm not refusing it either .

" take your time dear , with everything , we know it's all too quick for you but let us know when you've made the decision " she hugs me and says to me in a soft voice that reminded of the times she'd read stories and lull me to sleep with her rendition of songs i loved , it felt home but i'm not sure if i'm really welcome . her lips kissed my forehead before leaving the room for me to think . lucky fucking me . my mind immediately went to michael and if i should tell him , i don't know what i should do they're giving me a choice and there is one correct option but i don't want that option though .

i managed to find my phone and instantly i gravitated to mike's contact . i wanted us to talk again but this time maybe a lot closer and in person . just then my mom knocked on the door , i could tell ut was her because she had a specific pattern while my dad would just bang the door down .

" love , me and your dad are going out for a while, you wanna come ? "

" nah mom i'm good , it's best if i stay home and just think " she gave me a tight lipped smile before talking again , " well okay we'll be back in a couple hours " and with that her steps faded away from my room and i could breathe a sigh of relief . i looked at my phone , it was around 7pm , so they wouldn't be back by 9 . great .

🦹🏾‍♂️mike tyke🧟‍♂️
online

wht are u still doing online ?
go to bed tf ??
anyways can u comeover ?
i miss u n my parents won't be back for a couple hours 🙃

typing . . .
1. no i will not go to bed
2. idk where u live
3. how the hell will i get there ??

dunno
get ur dumbass friend to drop u off ig

typing . . .
fine i'll text him n see what he says
what's ur address tho ?

up in greenville hills, lot 12.

typing . . .
i keep forgetting ur family is rich
nyways, i'll get back to u inna sec

alr lmk
seen

i was just there for a while waiting for him to text me back and a good 30 minutes passed , i started to get worried . my mind wondered to all sorts of things then back to the choice i had to make . something in my gut tells me i'm going to do something wrong and selfish soon , i think i know myself well enough that i know the stupid shit i will do . soon enough my phone dinged

🦹🏾‍♂️mike tyke🧟‍♂️
ashton gonna drop me off be there in 10
sent at 7:32 pm