#StrayKidsAreStray

Anxious (MinSung ft. Seungmin) || LittleSpace

Caregiver(s) -- 2Min

Little -- Jisung

Warnings: Self-harm, knives, slight anxiety attack

Summary: Jisung's anxiety acts up at the worst times, it seems. When it acts up during a radio show, he has no choice but to give in to the clouds he didn't even know about.

Be safe <8

Remember: Little space isn't always rainbows. You don't always have to follow kid rules (for example: no self-harm) to be a little. Even little's hurt themselves sometimes.

Don't hurt yourself. I don't care what you say. Don't do it. It helps no one. It's a trick. You're here for a reason, even if the reason is stupid.

^~^

Han Jisung paced around his room. His roommate, Jeongin, watched the rapper anxiously walk in the same spot over and over.

"Jisung, are you okay?" He asked after three minutes of watching the other.

The rapper looked at the younger. "I'm fine. Just thinking,"

"About what–"

"Life." He quickly answered. Too quick. He sighed. "Why don't you go bother Hyunjin or Seungmin or something?"

"Seungmin is with Minho for vocal practice. I bothered Hyunjin yesterday," Jeongin said, a smile on his face.

"Go bother him again. I want to be alone right now." Jisung said, pulling the younger up and out the door.

"But I wanna be–"

"Have fun! Too bad, so sad. Bye!" He closed the door, locking it.

Jeongin walked to the living room, finding half the members chilling. "Have y'all noticed how Jisung is more anxious lately?" He sat down next to Chan.

"Not really," Changbin said. "Maybe a little, when we go out. But not really."

"I was going through some papers me, Changbin and Jisung threw into a pile. All of Ji's were... dark, you could say. They had deep emotions. Like it was actually him. I could be overthinking it," Chan said, petting Jeongin's hair.

"Glad I wasn't the only one who noticed a change in his writing," Felix said, putting down his phone.

All the members looked at the Aussie. "Why didn't you tell us? How deep do they get?" Chan asked, concern laced in his voice.

Felix looked up in thought. "Uh..." The front door opened. The Aussie turned towards the noise. "Oh! Hello Seungmin and Minho! How are you?" He waved to the two. Chan and the other members yelled Felix's name.

"Why are we yelling at Felix?" Seungmin asked, draping his arms around Felix.

"I'm gonna go check on Ji." Chan stood up and walked away. Changbin followed some time later.

Minho watched the two in curiosity. Why do Chan and Changibin need to go check on him? Was the group hiding something from him? He silently followed the two out of three 3Racha members to Jisung's room.

He stood outside the closed door. The door wasn't thin but it wasn't thick. He could hear Chan talking to Jisung, almost sounding like a scolding.

Then it went silent. Changbin walked out, immediately bumping into the elder.

"Chan's coming out soon. Give Ji some time." He walked away.

Two minutes later, Chan walked out, making eye contact with Minho, a smile warmly placed on his face before walking away too.