¬𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐘𝐄𝐃 || 𝐃𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐎𝐗𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐑

𝟐|| Are you drunk, Malfoy?

In the morning I woke up, brushed my teeth,changed into my robe, did my hair and makeup. I had a dream about Mattheo, and I must say a really good one. I grabbed my bag and walked out of my dorm, seeing Pansy waiting here for me. We came downstairs to our common room, seeing Malfoy here drinking his tea while reading daily prophet.

As we walked past him, he looked up at me, licking his lips. "Goodmorning ladies" he spoke and we turned around, seeing him smiling ear to ear.

Pansy's jaw dropped, eyes wide open. She knew Draco wouldn't say Goodmorning to her. But since we were together, he said ladies. I knew that it was addressed to me.

I looked at him with a fake smile, dragging Pansy out of here. She was still in shock that Malfoy just said goodmorning, if I would be Pansy I would be surprised too. He never and I mean never says that to anyone.

We walked into great hall in silence, still not talking about the fact what Malfoy just said. We sat down at the empty table, and I was praying that Mattheo will come here. "Y/n, can we talk about that Draco Malfoy said goodmorning to you!?" She yelled at me acting like a little child on Christmas Eve.

"He said that to both of us." I said, mostly trying to convince myself that. "If you say so, but he definitely smirked at you. I bet you two hooked up or something!" Pansy whispered with a grin, shaking her head.

I would never and I say never, would hook up him. I can't even imagine that.
"Pansy can you stop? I like someone else.." I finally let out of myself. "Oh please. You're just trying to cover up the fact that you like Malfoy." She winked at me as she said that. I ignored her, but my eyes lit up as I felt someone sit next to me.

I turned around seeing Mattheo biting his bottom lip looking at me. I felt my cheeks heat up and he just chuckled. I hugged him and he hugged back as he always does. I really love him. His smell, his voice, his hair, his eyes. Just everything. It's weird that Pansy talks all the time just about Draco, but no complaints when I kiss or hug Mattheo. She really need to go check her eyes.

Pansy went into class earlier because she wanted to go with Blaise, so I just carried on talking with Mattheo. Malfoy haven't shown up yet.. Maybe he had breakfast earlier. Who knows what on earth the boy is planning.

I had charms and Mattheo had potions so on my way to class we separated each our way. I arrived into class seeing only free place next to Malfoy.

Oh god please no.

I walked over to him, sitting few inches from him. He didn't say anything, neither I did. I could feel him staring at me sadly any moment. I won't bother to ask him what's wrong, it's not my business and to be honest I don't really care.

Classes ended already and I had all classes with Malfoy, luckily I haven't sat with him at any of them. I still could feel him glance at me sometimes but I didn't care.

DRACO's POV:

I haven't eaten in 4 days now. Not that I wasn't hungry. It was just I wanted Y/n to like me.. I know I shouldn't, but I readed her mind this morning. But I did..It was full of Mattheo, nothing else she was thinking about.

I know she doesn't love me, I'm fully aware of it. But I will try anyways. Maybe another five days of no eating will help me to be even skinnier.

I heard her talking to Pansy week ago that she likes skinny boys, and Pansy asked her "what about Draco?" And her reply was " ew no he's not even skinny"

I knew I was already going underweight and that this wouldn't help me. I just haven't had any appetite to eat anything, all the problems with my father were disgusting me even more.