little things

the party

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ik usual thing that happens in these typa stories but idc so go w/ it:)

anyways enjoy
tw's for this chapter:
mention of abuse,
smoking and drinking:)

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sav's pov:

i woke up to my alarm basically yelling at me.
i hit it and got up only to find out i set my alarm later then usual and now i only have 7 minutes to get ready.

so i pull on a black hoodie, maroon beanie, baggie jeans and my combat boots.

i grab my bag from the other side of the room and grab my vape from the secret draw under my bed.

then open my window and jump out, thank god i live on the first floor.

-at school-

i head over to my friends meet up spot near the farthest corner of the school where no one checks since they forgot to put cameras up and because this area isnt used too much, mainly it's abandoned. which is cool-
finn notices me and completely lights up running over to me "sav!! you actually decided to go today! its been so long since you've been back-" i cut him off midway through
"yeah i know finian, sorry about that- just been 'busy' you know?" i responded dryly.
he just stares at me a little worried, him and pearl are the only two who know the full things that happen at home and school unlike the others they know bits and pieces not all of it.
i guess it's because i havent know them as long as those two well besides for vic known him all my life just decided not to tell him shit because i care too much about our reputation together to fuck it all up. "savvy? you there? savvv??" finn pouts clearly upset i wasn't listening to him.
"hm? what we're you saying finny?" i ask somewhat intrested. "i was asking if you wanted to go to this party tomorrow our whole grades invited- and like everyones going!! so you should-" he rants, but vic and pearl,finally noticed me after a bit and walked over. mars and mary talking to eachother.
"hey sav going to that party tomorrow?" vic asks.
i just stare at the floor and nod. but of course before he couldn't respond the bell rings, always happens when he goes over to us so late, all i do now is just walk to class and sit in my spot in the back and plop my earbuds in not wanting to listen in on the work or stupid assignment we are doing today. but then all i can feel is pain on the sides of my ribs, i don't understand what i did to deserve that from him but of course he did it. he always finds a way to do something... i end up zoning out basically all day even during lunch. but it stops at the end of the day when i have to walk home with my friends.

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on the walk
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vic and i are walking together whilst pearl and finn, and mars and all walk ahead. this is always how it goes me and someone walking behind vic either with me or in the middle and mars always up front since they arent quite talkative in the evenings. vic looks over at me, hes currently taking a drag from his disgusting cigarettes, god i hate those things but it doesnt matter i guess. "wanna hit?" he asks after taking a drag. i shake my head and pull my nic out from my hoodie pocket and show him "ohh- okay makes sense" he looks back infront a little embarrassed because his face is a little flushed.
and all i do is take a hit from my nic a couple of times then put it away and go back to focusing on walking.

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later
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i finally made it home but pearl wanted to come with so im okay with that, she's currently hitting my bong. she starts coughing harshly and i look over at her "to big of a hit aye?" i joked. she nods in agreement "wayy too big" she jokes along.
"ok ok let me have a hit then lil miss' 'too big of hits' " i gigglied. she hands me it and i take it with the lighter already in hand, i light it after putting my mouth in the designated spot and lift the stopper, taking a hit and putting everything back in place removing my mouth and breathing out the harsh smoke. then look over to her "need to hit more i guess" i laughed. "oh hush it sav!" she playfully punches me laughing along.
i smile at them and just turn on my tv since this what usually happens i guess we don't usually end up talking much when we all hang out i gusss we all are boring like that.