Double person, double personality. /Hyunlix

keep that in mind..

⚠️I advise you to read this chapter with "somewhere only we know"⚠️

"we'll move tomorrow.."
"WHAT!?" "SO SOON!?!" "i'm Sorry honey.. But flights for other times cost too much.." "oh.. it's okay mom"

(A/N forgot to mention that Felix said yes to his mother so they could go to Korea)

"Go pack your things okay dear?" "Okay mom.."
-time skip-
It was 1am It took Felix 5 hours to finish his bags and pack everything.
He wanted to cry, he wanted to stay with Chan a little longer before go away for who knows how long.
"I can't call Chan at such hour.." Felix say sobbing.
"I will miss you so much my best friend.. I love you.."
"Hope that you will love me back when i'm coming back from korea.." "I can't tell you how much I love you.. this because.. will ruin our friendship.. and I think you will not be able to love me in the distance.. i don't know if you love me or not but i hope so.. I'll make sure when I get back to tell you everything.. hoping I won't be late.." Felix said looking at their photos crying.
"I'm sorry Chan.. I love you.."

-the next day-

After a night of crying Felix got up from the floor. Going to the bathroom to wash his face so his parents don't see he's been crying.
"Why do I have to move today.." "LET ME CALL CHAN BEFORE I GO"
after taking his phone, he looks for Chan's contact to be able to tell him that unfortunately he will be gone by today.
Drin..
Drin..
Anxiety..
Drin...
the number you dialed is not available at this time
What!? Is there any chance he's sleeping? I hope that before I leave you can give me a last goodbye.. (A/N Crying as I wrote this)
Going down the stairs to say good morning to my parents
"Good morning mom, goodmorning Dad" "good morning honey" they both Said
"Eat your breakfast" "oh yes, thank you mom!" "No problem honey, enjoy!"
-After breakfast-
"Honey Have you finished packing?"
"Yes mom.." His mom and dad can hear in his voice how much he doesn't want to leave. "We're really sorry honey.."
"Oh no mom, dad.. you don't have to..!"
"Come on or we'll miss the plane.."
"Oh yes.."

"I want to try to call Chan one last time.." he thought
drin..
drin..
"Please.. reply.."
drin..

the number you dialed is not available at this time

"WHY CHAN!?" "PLEASE REPLY.." he said sobbing. "Please Chan.. I want to say goodbye one last time..."
"I hope you can get to me before I go.."

-To the airport-
"Honey are you ready?" "Oh. Yes.."
"Please chan.. i beg you.. come.."

-Felix pov-
minutes have passed but Chan still didn't show up, I was hoping that he would come to greet me one last time.. but i think i was stupid to think that..
"plane n^46 begins to climb"(A/N don't know how airplanes work😻)

before boarding Felix turns towards the airport entrance hoping that Chan had shown up
"Please.."
nothing.
"I love you BangChan keep that in mind.."
After getting on the plane Felix wanted to cry. He hoped Chan would come. But nothing, maybe he didn't even care that I had to leave. That broke my Heart. Because i love him so much.. not as hyung. As two person Who love each other.. but in this.. Felix think that only he loved Chan. Felix thought Chan would never like him as more than a "Brother" and that hurt Felix, He tried in several ways to make him understand that he didn't love him only as a "brother".
On Valentine's Day he left him flowers with chocolates with a note written "would you like to stay with me?" But that note has never been opened.
At Christmas he had given him a heart lamp that when you lit it said "I love you" but Chan thought of him as a brother.
Wasn't all the effort he made enough? Maybe he shouldn't have loved Chan? Maybe it was a punishment from God? All these questions were running through Felix's head, but he couldn't give an answer to any of them. He hoping that in korea it would change, new life, new friends, maybe new love? Someone who could help him move from chan? And love him properly.
The airplane is already flying.
-chan povs-
"STUPID BANGCHAN, STUPID" "HOW COULD YOU DIDN'T PICK FELIX'S CALLS UP? HOW CAN YOU BE SO DUMB?!?!" He had arrived at the airport..
But..
He didn't know It was already late..
He only found out after going around the airport trying to call Felix several times.
"He's gone.." "It's all my fault.." "why i didn't pick his calls up?"
"I'm sorry Felix.. i really am.. I will always love you.. keep that in mind.."

-felix pov-
I slept the whole time of the flight. I didn't want to see anything, I needed my time to think, and get him out of my head. I have to relax.. BUT WHY IS IT SO COMPLICATED?
Stop It Felix.
Now that you go to Korea you will make new friends. You will relax and start a new life so stop think about him.
I can't even say his name.
-6 hours After-
"Honey get up, We have arrived" "mh."
Felix mumble
they were taking all their things to go down.

"New Life I'm coming.." Felix thought

(A/N) I want to keep you on your toes.. what will happen in the next chapter??

Are you guys liking this story?<33
Hope yes!^^
Sorry for the short character. but i have to😈