Till I Met You Madison Beer x Reader

Chapter 13

* 6 months later*
January 15, 2022
Y/n's Pov

It's been about 6 months since madison been on tour and she was finally supposed to come back this weekend I have heard rumors that she was back with David, she was apparently seen kissing him and being around him on tour which I was really hoping it wasn't true because even after all that bitch did to me she would never go back or at least that's what I thought

I was at the coffee shop waiting for my friends to get here so we could just hang out since we all had the day off and haven't been together in a very long time due to work and all that it was crazy, I was now more famous for my music so I've been way more busy since the release of my first album

I was looking at all these articles which broke my heart because if all looked so real but I didn't want to believe it not until I her from Madison herself because only she could explain this if it was true or not

I ran a hand through my hair before feeling a hand on my back as I realized it was zayn as I chuckled "what's up bro," I said as we did our handshake before Hailey, Ariana and Kendall kissed my cheek "so it's true," Gigi said as she sat on zayn's lap as I sighed softly and just felt my whole body break down

"It can't be," I said as I didn't want to believe it as I shook my head before looking at Hailey "tell me it's nothing true!" I yelled quietly as I felt my eyes water I heard Madison voice as I looked on the screen and saw her and David together talking on some show as I clenched my jaw I felt someone's hand on mine as they tried to claim me down but it didn't work at all

"Y/n you need to calm down," Ariana said as she looked at me with a very worried face as I shook my head "I can't clam down I trusted her and she throw it all away," I said to them as they just watched me

"Maybe it isn't what it seems Y/n you don't know the full story," Abel said as I stood up "I need to be alone," I said before leaving I was surrounded by paparazzis as the cameras flashed in my eyes I was led to the car by my security guards

I felt broken, betrayed I haven't felt like this since I was a kid dealing with my family that abused me constantly so this just wasn't good because I know what I am capable of doing in this shitty state of mind, the car stopped as I got out and headed into my house I locked the door behind me before leaning against it

I felt my phone buzz as I pulled it out of my pocket and of course it was a bunch of messages from my manager, friends and even Madison herself I took some deep breaths before clicking on Madison contact to look at our conversation

Mi amor😍- y/n please answer me

Mi Amor😍- I had no choice my management is crazy and so is he!

Mi amor😍- baby please I only want you!

Me- goodbye madison

*Trigger Waring!! Self Harm*

Once I sent that I slipped my phone back into my pocket and headed upstairs as I stepped into the bathroom and looked into the mirror I was broken, my eyes were puffy from crying I looked like a mess I hated it

I looked into my drawers and found a sharp tiny object as I looked at my wrist as I closed my eyes before slowly moving it against my skin I clenched my jaw to try and handle the pain as I made some decent cuts on my arm as I watched the blood drip from my arm as I looked up in the mirror this was all because of a girl who I loved

I cleaned up the blood and wrapped my arm to cover the fresh new cuts before leaving the bathroom my phone kept going off as I sighed and headed into my music room where I decided to write what was on my mind and put it into a song cause why not it's a good distraction to keep myself from harming myself again