I didn't mean for this to happen, it was a mistake. I was only playing a game, a silly love game. What is love? to me love is a handfull of buterfilies that enter your stomach when there soft angelic eyes meet yours. But love isn't always good i wish this didn't happen he was just my friend nothing more and nothing less, they were both just my friends. F R i E N D S...
17 Young, Naive and dumb. I wouldn't say im a party animal, some would say otherwise. Friday night the sky was dull , starts were glisering, moon was creeping down on a eclips, A bag of sweet and salty popcorn popping away in the microwave waitng for it to be done so i can play my comfort movie to hide my torturous thoughts. I glanced down at my phone comes to my suprise jessica texted me " Starlet come to this party down on elms street ill send u the address there's molly and vodka don't be a idoit and you haven't been out since your brother died." Who does this bitch think she is? "jessica: 24 elms street station way KM9 73R" I don't think im ready for this. My brothers death ruined me it's been 5 months since he killed his self because he couldn't stand his crippling thoughts. Maybe i should go just to stop my thoughts from running wild all night. I opend her text and agreed to go.
I plated the popcorn and gave some to my sister Shantece, I went to my wardrobe and grabed my violet coruscant dress. The past couple months ive been living in dirty hoodies and shorts that show my whole arse.. I curled my hair and put eyelashes on i didn't have any effort to make my self look "stunning" i grabbed my white high heels that fasen on the thigh then i left in my car.
