Driving up to the party got me thinking is this what i really want, do i want to drowned my self with drugs and alcohol fuck it why not you only live onces. As i pulled up into the driveway the apparment was smaller then i assumed, cold like a disintegrating body and had a lingering smell of proseco.
I wiped the tear that had scatted my face while driving to the event, locked my car and slowly walked to the door. if i hadn't gone to the party would things still of ended the same way? Soon as i walked in i got a eyefull of the most flattering dress I looked up and i seen my ex bestfriend crystal. Did she know i was coming? maybe i should go i don't want to start things with her. Comes to my supprise she says " oh hey nice dress" i smiled and walked away with my head held high. I texted jess and asked her where she was she told me to meet her in the bathroom theres a disaster. On my way to the bathroom i grabbed my self orange and vodka i haven't drink in a while so it feels weird to be drinking in a gathering of people i don't like. I got to the bathroom and everyone was gathering around the foor all i heared was my name being screamed i texted her saying "im out side the door let me in" As i entered all i seen was molly and crystal meth all on the floor, bags of coke scatted around and not just jess on her own but also the most handsome guy ever he had bright blue eyes that stole the spotlight when the sun gased in to them, hair was moosy brown and his eyelashes were silky and long, he was wearing a brown top that had a photo of a gorgeous women with big tits and a slim waist, white cagros that tighted around his waist and a personality of gold.
Walking in to the bathroom left me in a shock how did she get this much drugs? and was she wanting me to take it all with her? I turned around and locked the door behind me, as i turned my body to face them both the blue eyed boy grabbed my hand and walked me over to jess. In this momment there wasn't one word coming out of anyones mouth. I broke the silence by saying " hi my name is-" "yes i know nice to meet you starlet im Elijah" my face blushed. How does he know me maybe jess mentioned me to him. We looked in to eachothers eyes it was almost as if i could see our future togther through his mesmerising face. " lover birds get over here and party" We both laughed at jesses comment he pulled me by my hand and made me sit next to him. " you do know this is my brother right?" FUCKKKKKKKKK WHAT?? no i didn't know that. I only moved to skyfall 8months ago then when my brother died i gave up and stopped making friends. Somehow jess manged to stay my friend but she never mentioned a brother, maybe she didn't want to get me upset about my brother what ever the reason is im sure it was good enough, "so what are we doing first? Acid, molly,coke,meth?" I jumped up and said acid. She handed me a small square of acid we all placed in to our mouths and swallowed at the same time. 5 minutes went by and i couldn't feel a thing. She then pulled out the coke and asked me to make the lines. I pulled my credit card out and placed the coke on the lid of the toilet, I made 3 lines one for all of us then i got a £1 note snd foled it up and placed it near my nose, breathing in to cause a vacume like suction , Elijah pulled me away and snorted his line along with jess. 7 mintues later i slowly started to feel the drugs enter my blood streem causing me to hallucinate. I walked out of the bathroom and Elijah followed me he asked were i was going, i told him i wanted to go home, when i got to my car the sky felt like it was closing in on me, my car suddenly had a mouth that weridly talked and the grass was dancing, Elijah grabbed me by my waist and told me he will order me a taxi and i can go back to his. I don't normally go back to random boys houses but he was so sweet and attractive and he wasn't nearly as high as me so i partly tusted him. He orded the taxi at 2:48AM it arived at 3:15 when the car pulled up Elijah gentally placed me in to the car he sat beside me and plugged my belt in. i don't remember the ride to his house but when we got to his i was alot more sober. He carried me to his door and placed me down but still holdling my waist to support me, he opened his door and walked me into the kitchen.
