Forbidden love

He knows

Trigger warning for you guys in that chapter is mentioned self harm, suicidal thoughts and suicidal attempt ❗️❗️. If  you are have such problems please talk to someone if you want you can talk to me I'm here for you guys.
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Ash pov

..... childhood best friend. She randomly disappeared one day I was sad for a long time do you think she will even remember me or is she really going to kill me."
"If she was your childhood best friend than maybe she will remember you but come on love it's 3 am you need sleep" Ace said man why do you have to be so sweet Ace. I lay down next to him and he put his arms around me.

"Ash will you be my girlfriend" he asked OMG I WOULD LOVE TO but...the plan and my father.
Fuck it I will tell Ace about it in the morning and then we can figure something out I mean it's technically not my fault that my father forced me to do HIS SHIT.

"Hello Ash are you still there you can say no it's okey I won't kick you out" he said and caressed my cheek.
"Ace I would love to be your girlfriend but I need to tell something tomorrow okey?"
"Yes of course now go to sleep"
We sleep until Cole woke us up that ASSHOLE I want to sleep.

"It's time to wake up in 20 minutes is breakfast ready so you guys better be ready by then" he said and leave's the room.
"So what do you wanted to tell me today" fuck he remembered I guess I have to tell him. I hope he doesn't leave me after this.

Ace pov

"..... please don't be mad at me my father forced me to do this and he threatened me if I don't do that then he will kill my mum and I didn't want that to happen I just wanna feel happy again" so she did had a plan but her father did that to her and what does she mean with that she just wanna feel happy again.

"First off all I'm not mad for something you can't control or don't want too happened second off all what do mean with you want too feel happy again Ash" she just looked down no please no.
"Ash show me you Arms" I said with tears in my eyes.  She doesn't move she just looks down.
"Ash I won't ask again show me your arms please"
"I'm sorry I can't"
no no no no she isn't supposed to feel that way. I grab her arm and shove her jumper up.

No why why would she do that.
"Ace I'm sorry I can't handle it anymore I want to be your girlfriend I want to love but I also want to make once in my life my father proud." I just hug her I don't want to lose her not in that way.

Just in that moment Cole called us for breakfast I totally forgot breakfast I slowly release from the hug.
"You can go eat breakfast I'm not really hungry right now" she said
"Are you sure should I bring you breakfast upstairs I can do it if you don't want to go downstairs" I said I want to make her feel loved and happy that is the least I can do.
"No I'm just not hungry right now but thanks oh and also please don't tell Cole about this I don't trust him"
"I wouldn't do that to you I promise" after I said that I go down for breakfast.

Back to Ash pov

He saw I didn't wanted to show him that but still he doesn't think I am a freak what am I telling myself of course he does think that I mean who wouldn't he probably wants me to die like my father I mean I can't even blame him I'm useless I'm just a waste of space and time nobody wants me and it's my fault that his stupid ex is after him again I probably should do it.

With my thoughts I go to the bathroom I took out my razor blade and cut my pulse vein. I looked at the mirror now the world is finally better and with that thought I blacked out.

Back to Ace pov

I talked to Cole of course not about Ash but just some casual stuff like who is going to do the laundry but out of nowhere we heard a lout noise it came from upstairs I said that I go up an look what's going on.

I went upstairs and knocked and asked Ash if she is alright. She didn't answered oh no.
I opened the door and I had a strange feeling to look in the bathroom I did.

"ASH" I run to her no no no no this can't be happening I can't lose her.
"ASH ANSWER ME" I said while crying she need to go to a hospital. I got Cole because he can teleport and I don't know how much time she has left he didn't asked any questions what was good.

He teleported us to the hospital.
We talked to a nurse and I explained the situation and the doctors took her for surgery I hope it isn't to late.
After hours of waiting finally a doctor came.

"I'm sorry but ....

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I'm sorry guys for that cliffhanger but I am trying to update real soon I can't tell you when because I have lot of class test I need to write but I update as soon as possible and I hope that chapter wasn't too bad 😃 anyway have good day or night

~bye :)