She Become Sweet and Cuddly

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Chapter 46

translator&editor: Oyen

Standing still as if he was frozen, Yi Zeyan finally found his voice to speak. "Do...do you remember?"

"En, I already remember."

She felt that he seemed a little nervous. He subconsciously grasped the vertical line of his side trouser, grasped tightly, and then released it, but his gaze was still fixed on her face, and asked in a hoarse, cautious tone. "Already remember... do you still want me and the child?"

His nervous and cautious appearance almost distressed her. She even didn't dare to look at him, deviating the topic, wiping her tears and replied. "I heard from my elder sister that you wanted to divorce me before."

"No!" He denied it almost instantly. "No divorce! I don't want to divorce!"

In that way, the rational and calm man at this moment denied in a flustered way. Feeling her heart got sting, she hugged Xiao Yuan and replied. "It's getting late, I want to take Xiao Yuan to bed."

Carrying Xiao Yuan into his room, she laid beside him to put him to sleep.

However, Xiao Yuan gazed at her with wide eyes, staring at her.

"Sleep quickly."

"Does mom really remember?"

"I remember." She kissed his cheek. "Don't worry, mommy won't leave Xiao Yuan."

"Never leave?"

"Never leave."

Feeling relieved, he finally fell asleep in her arms.

Lin Qingqing got out of bed carefully and saw Yi Zeyan standing at the door as soon as she opened the door. Seeing her come out, he opened his mouth but he said nothing.

Lin Qingqing walked into the room, and he followed. The room was very quiet, and at that time no one spoke.

"I and the child... do you still want us?" Once again, he repeated this question.

A sour feeling came up, and Lin Qingqing was so sad that she wanted to cry. Taking a deep breath, Lin Qingqing held his hand, squeezed a smile on her face and replied. "How could you be so stupid? How could I not want you?"

Seeing her holding his hand, he asked again. "You already remember... didn't I make you feel sick?"

'You make me feel sick, Yi Zeyan.'

'Stay away from me.'

She remembered the words she had said to him and hurt him, she finally burst into tears.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Yi Zeyan." She took his hand and kissed the back of his hand deeply. Slowly calming herself down, she explained. "Did you know? In fact, I already liked you from a long time ago, probably when I was pregnant with Xiao Yuan for more than six months, I had a crush on you. Our first meeting was really bad, and I thought I would care about it all the time, and then unconsciously, I found that I no longer rejected it when I thought of the night I had with you. Even after giving birth to Xiao Yuan, I shamelessly want to stay by your side and live a good life with you. But then something happened, mother-in-law took Xiao Yuan away, she told me that I was not worthy of you, that some things I had experienced before led to changes in my character and values, coupled with the child being robbed and the mean words of mother-in-law, I was even more self-abased, inferiority to the limit, I just want to escape, escape from your kindness, escape from your tenderness, escape from the world with you. I made a cage in my heart, and I thought I would never get out. But then a fool broke in in spite of my resistance and my injury, and the iron wall could not stop him, not only that, but also robbed me out. Do you remember that time I went on a trip to the snow mountains? I've been gone for a long time, but I've figured it out since then that I'm going to stay with you, but later, before I could tell you, God played a joke on me. I was hurt, I lost my memory, and I forgot everything."