May xx,xxxx
Dear Diary,
I am so Happy! it's been a year since my husband and I got married but I just got pregnant this month as per the doctor. We are financially insufficient because the only source of our income is my husband's salary from being a carpenter. I also try to help him by doing some laundry of our neighbors as a sideline. I will do anything for our baby and I will make sure to give her a good life. I can't wait to tell my husband about this.
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March xx, xxxx
Dear Diary,
I don't know what to do my mind is in complete chaos as of the moment....I am even crying my hearts out right now...My husband just died...I just found out that I am pregnant with our second child...I don't know what to do...I have a children to feed..It seems like I don't even have a time to grief of my husbands's death...We have debts to pay and our monthly bills...Dear God..please guide me..please guide us.
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October xx, xxxx
Dear Diary,
I just went to the doctor this morning...and he told me I just had a year or maybe a couple of months to live...I have a cancer stage 3, but I just can't stop working..We don't have anyone to lean on. I have my two angels with me and I don't want to starve them..I can't just pass away too soon...it's too soon. Specially now, I think my eldest daughter hates me maybe because I vent out my frustations and stress from work on her many times.. but that don't change the facts that I love them both deeply..... she and her younger sister..... I just hope she can find forgiveness in her heart for me sooner.... I want to be closer to her yet I didn't have that luxury of that time..I hope everything will turn out to be better...I just can't leave them yet..my children is still young...please dear God...please just not yet.
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