INNOCENT

The deal

You rolled on your bed in your Mom's house. Jin let you take a week off. So you decided to fly home.

You didn't want your mom to worry but this is home. This is your safe place. You already found a small flat near the medical center so you didn't worry that you won't have a place when you come back.

Your mom didn't ask about anything when you told her Taehyung broke off the engagement. She just pulled you into a hug and said she was sorry.

Kath was a total sweetheart. She said you could stay as long as you can but you didn't want her to find you crying in the middle of the night. Or just doing nothing on the couch.

Taehyung made love to you in this room. It was your first time on your sixteenth birthday. This place was actually wrong for you to stay at the time...

He had been here and there.. You kissed him first on that chair.

When he also broke up with you in this room too. Now that was a funny story. How you decided to go back here after he left you... You opened your drawer and found Jungkook's gift. You didn't take it with you when you moved.

You forgot about him until now. He still has your engagement ring which Taehyung asked to send back to him. That's the first thing that has to be done when you go back.

You read your old books and just did nothing. You have lunch and dinner with your mom. She was quiet most of the time. You didn't know why she acted like that but maybe she just gave you some space to grow.

You wanted to go to Jimin's house but Taehyung's just next to him so you better not do it. You mean you could burn that place down in defense of their precious son ruining your life. I'm joking. Or not.

There is a place when you shouldn't visit but you did.

Your school.

How innocent you were and he was at the time? You walked to your class and saw if the things were still the same.

But it was not.

Three years here was actually a long time. It just passed just like that...

Your locker, his locker. It belongs to someone else now.

The rooftop... and library.

He kissed you so many times there...

The end of that year you graduated, you two skipped the graduation ceremony and went to a tattoo shop. He actually tattooed your name where his heart beats. That day he swore to you that he would never hurt you and he promised to always protect your heart no matter what happened...

That was a lie. A good one. You found yourself crying over him again.

This is your last day at home and your mom cooked all your favorite dishes.

She packed some for you too to eat when you reach your flat.

"Y/n, come here and talk to me for a second..."

You put your head on her lap. Your mom caressed your hair..

"Do you feel better now?"

"I'm not crying anymore, mom..."

"You are so precious, my daughter..."

"Mom, don't be sentimental. I'll find someone else. My friend said the doctor in my clinic has a little crush on me. I can hit with him now. I'm a free woman. Oh! I can go to a bar and get drunk too. But nobody will pick me up after..." That's sad.