𝑪𝒐𝒏𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒕𝒖𝒂𝒍 𝑨𝒇𝒇𝒂𝒊𝒓𝒔 | PJM

𝙇𝙚𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙧

Dear Seoyoung,

The first time I met you, I wasn't really in a good place in life, to say the least.

My mother had taken her life, as you know, and from then on I started to hate everyone and carried on each day with the hope that some day the razor blade would hit a major artery and I'd be done with it.

Studying was my only distraction in high school but college gave me a major inescapable burn out due to which I got terrible grades and it led me to meet you.

You my angel, brought me to life. The world which felt so blue and grey suddenly looked like a kaleidoscope of colours.

And I loved you and I still do.

So much so that I have to let you go.

My father might be a complete asshole and I'll never forgive him for hurting the two women I love the most but he was true when he said that I hurt everyone I love. First mom, now you.

I know father is in jail now and soon will be hanged but I've made up my mind.

I'm gonna pack my things and leave you behind. This feeling of hurt is old and I've made up my mind.

Just remember Seoyoung, I'll always always love you.

The sun sets and rises with your smile.

Love,
jimin.