Trill POV
I heard my alarm go off but I was too tired to react. Rell & Smoke didn't leave till about 4 o'clock this morning because of the things Smoke was doing to my body. When I was able to get myself out of bed, I nearly fell due to the numbness of my legs. So I leaned on the wall for a moment before limping into my bathroom. I stared at myself in the mirror and just took a glance at my past. Now that I know what that feels like I can go back to being Trill. Right?
Fuck who am I kidding?
I dressed after I'd taken a shower and brushed my teeth. I then checked my calendar to see when I would be coming on. Either today or tomorrow and I wasn't gonna take any chances of having red stains on my pants. So I took one of Bams tampons that were left here and stuck it in.
I flat ironed my hair bone straight and curled the ends. A little lipgloss wouldn't hurt. I colored my nails a bright pink that'd matched the pink shirt I was wearing. Lovelace walked in on me getting dressed and smirked.
"What ?"
"Good d.ck ?"
I threw my empty shampoo bottle at her and we both laughed.
"I heard you girl. In here screaming and sh.t . So how'd it feel?"
I couldn't help but smile, "that is none of your business." I say while dabbing a little eyeshadow on my eyelids.
"Actually it is my business. Because we're still legally together and you sleeping with other niggas ?"
"Don't come at me. You were the one saying that I should have sex with em. And that we'd be a cute couple. & what was that squeezy touchy sh.t you were pulling downstairs on Rell? You ain't too innocent now."
"Trill, please. The man's got body. I believe it's true to say that a man is all a woman needs. Not another woman."
"Bullsh.t . "
"So you don't plan on making it official with Smoke ?"
"For years everyone has told me that I need some d.ck in my life and should just chill. I had some d.ck , & when I get to this trap ... Imma chill."
"What about Smoke ? You saying he was just a quick fck ?"
"If that's what it adds up to . Then yes."
"That's cold Trill. No summer heat or nothing. Just fucking cold."
"Outta here." She and I laughed and then later walked out the bedroom and into the kitchen.
I grabbed my car keys from the key hook and my jacket off the basement door. Before I went to work , I stopped by Wendy's and got some hashbrowns and orange juice. The young man behind the window was giving me some hard stares.
"Take a picture it might last longer," I say as I gave him my money. He chuckled and gave me back the receipt and my exact change.
"I'm sorry. You're just, gorgeous. I'm Tyler." He hung his hand out the window and I shook it.
"I'm P— I mean. I'm Trill."
"It was a pleasure meeting you Trill. My number's on the back of that receipt. I hope to get a call from you." He winked and closed his window. When I pulled up to the next window I started cussing at myself for almost giving away my government.
"Hashbrowns and orange juice?"
"Yup.
"Here you are. Would you like some ketchup?"
