PRINCESS POV
Today I was being released from the hospital, so Solomon had helped me get ready to leave . The other day, he had to go to court and since I couldn't make it the court called me at the hospital and I told them I don't wanna press charges against Smoke for the incident that occurred .
As Smoke was helping me outta the bed the doctor walked in unexpectedly.
"What's up, Doc ?" asks Smoke.
"Um, " he looked back at his clipboard I'm guessing for my name, "Ms Hammond, I'm not sure if you're aware of this but the nurses and I have re ran tests to make sure what I'm about to say was legit.... You're pregnant."
My heart nearly dropped . I'm not ready for a child. What am I gonna do with a baby?
"Its Smoke's ? Right?"
"Yes. I'll let you go but I just wanted to make sure I let you know before you left."
"Yeah, thanks doc." Smoke says and right after the doctor left we left.
In the car, I couldn't keep my pregnancy from coming across my mind, and Smoke caught me chewing my lip.
"Whatchu thinking 'bout shorty?"
"Smoke I can't have no baby . The pain I seen other pregnant females go through. The memory I already have about pregnancy. Its just-"
"What memories, babe ?" He looked at me then back on the road.
I hesitated before speaking, "Smoke," I sighed and he looked at me at the stop light, "..there's so much I have to tell you about me. I haven't said much because I don't really trust others with my business."
"Well what else you gotta tell me?" He laughed then raced the car beside us as the light turned green. "That nigga SriKo gotchu pregnant? Ha . Ha" he laughed some more. Then his laughing died down as he peeped the look on my face.
I looked up at him with glossy eyes and he poked the inside of his jaw with his tongue and nodded.
"S-Smoke? Are you mad at me?"
He glanced at me and shook his head. "Nah just a little upset that you didnt tell me this sooner."
A few tears escaped my eyes and I continued to let them fall.
"So where's the baby now?"
Even more tears came streaming down my face as I was now in a phase of water works. I kept sniffling and Smoke reached his right arm out to rub my back.
"Miscarriage?" I nodded and he sighed. "I'm sorry love."
"Its not your fault Smoke." I cried. Then he pulled over and got out the car making his way over to the passenger side where I was at. He opened my door and pulled me out pulling me into a hug and I let it all out in his chest.
"Smoke this hurts so bad!" I cried.
"I know. I know. Let it all out."
"I just want everything to be perfect now. I can't keep hiding from my past. & I just miss my daddy . a-and I miss my mommy before she turned to the white. I miss my family . With all 9 of my uncles and 7 of my aunties. And all the hundreds of my cousins. Lord knows I miss my home girl Oktober. After she was kidnapped I just gave up on life entirely." I poured out.
Not holding back, I was spilling all my tea to Smoke . & it felt so good to do so. I really adore Smoke for how much he listens and for even being there for me. I looked up at him and smiled.
"Whatchu smiling for?" He asks looking down at me.
I giggled, "I'm having your baby." He smiled as well and nodded.
