Confessions

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~1 month later~

-Raph's Pov-

' three hours, that's how long I've been trying to sleep but I cant, why? you ask, I cant stop think about y/n, ever since the 'birthday" party they threw I just couldn't stop thinking about her, her stupid pretty face, her dumb jokes, the way she's so bold, she's matches my energy really well when I give sarcasm she gives sarcasm, when I sass her she sasses me, she can be mean but she can still have compassion, she can handle herself pretty well, there was that one time a guy tried to mug her and she smashed his head into a wall, god that was hot, she's hot...fuck. I'm in fucking love, I'm fucked.

well I could tell her how I feel, no she wouldn't feel the same I'm a mutant she's a human, you see how well that turned out for Donnie, to be fair though he did stop liking her like a year and half ago. but, maybe? I mean who wouldn't love me? whatever I'm going to hang out with her when she gets off we haven't hung out in a few days' I thought laying on my bed I had been laying in the same place since 8:30, now it 11:36 at least y/n get off work soon. since I couldn't sleep I decided to go in the dojo and train until Y/n got off work so I could pick her up so we could hang out.

-Y/n's Pov-

I was busy restocking the ingredients when the clock hit 12:00, so I finished what I was doing, said bye to murakami and headed out. while I was walking someone grabbed my shoulder, out of reflex I went to punch them but they caught my fist, I looked closer so see it was Raph. "god damnit Raph text me when you wanna pick me up from work!" I reprimanded "oh come on you know you love" he smirked and let go of my hand "whatever, what are we doing tonight?" I asked looking at him he smiled and picked me up bridal style I felt my face heat up. "you'll see" he responded as he jumped on a rooftop and started run across roofs. at this point my face was really red so I held onto him and hide my face so he wouldn't see my so flustered.

finally after what felt like forever we stopped and he set me down i looked around to see we were at the park it was completely empty. just us. we sat down in the grass to watch the stars in silence not awkward silence but it was comfortable. after a few minutes I laid my head down on his thighs he was surprised a first but quickly got used to it. "the stars really are beautiful aren't they?" I said with a calm voice "not as beautiful as you" Raph responded looking at me I looked up at him in shock with my face as red as a blood moon "you think I'm beautiful?" I asked in disbelief suddenly he had realized what he had said "w-well I uh I mean y-yea" his face becoming red as well. he calmed himself and spoke "y/n, i like you, I've liked you for a few months now and I'm telling you this one because, I don't want o wake up one day and regret not trying, because of pride or embarrassment. I need to do this, for my mind and soul. I need to know. I need to hear you say it, say weather or not you have these same feelings" he said softly looking away.

i was stunned, i never thought that he would like me but here we are, in the park spilling our feelings. i smiled and hugged him "I like you to dumbass" i said laughing alitte he hugged me back and we watched the stars for awhile longer until we decided to leave. while walking home I spiked up the conversation "so, what do you wanna call this" I said pointing to me then him "I mean I don't want to force you into a relationship, but I would like to start dating, of course only if you want to also." he said as we started up the stairs to my apartment building "yea sure I'd love to be your girlfriend Raph" I opened my window and climbed inside and turned to face him, a light shade of pink dusted across his cheeks. he quickly turned back to the 'tough guy' act though.

"nice so your my girlfriend?" he asked with a smug grin on his face "yea I guess" I answered he smiled "well I better get going or Leo's gonna bitch me out" he said going to leave. then I got an idea, an evil idea, I grabbed his hand, pulled him closer and kissed his cheek "bye Raph goodnight~" I smile coyly as his face flashed red again, he smirked and kissed me at first I was shocked but I kissed back almost immediately. he pulled away and went to leave but stopped "goodnight y/n~" he declared before going home. leaving me speechless, once I came back to my senses I shut my window and went to the bathroom to shower. after I showered put on something comfy to sleep in and went to bed. then it sunk it, I had a boyfriend, I just kissed Raph, I felt my face heat up as I thought about it.

-Raph's Pov-

I walked into the lair and went straight to my room correction I tried to go to my room, but I was stopped by Mikey, "hey bro where you been you were gone for soooo long" he whined "i was hanging out y/n, Mikey" I answered "for THAT long!? what were yall doing huh??" i said with a coy smile "none of your business" I turned away and went to my room and locked the door before he could ask anymore questions. i took all my gear off and went to bed, i finally had no trouble sleeping now that I don't have to question whether or not she likes me.

(I may or may not have blacked out while writing this anyways hope you like this also message of the day: typing class is stupid>:\ )

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