MY IDOL~ (A DARSHAN RAVAL FF)

Chapter - 33 💙

Sometimes you think you want to disappear but all you really want is to be found ❤️
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Dharal's POV
Riya ko to samjha diya par ab darshan ko kaise samjhaungi. Ek kam karti hoon avish ko batati hoon. I went in living room and called him.
Avish : Haa bol kya hua??
Me : Dhruwal aur hardil kaha hai??
Hardil : Aa gaye hum.
Me : Good. Baitho tum teeno pehle.
Dhruwal : Ab bata hua kya hai??
Me : Tum Riya ko to jaante hi ho hai n??
They nodded.
Me : To me darshan aur Riya ko ek karna chahti hoon.
Dhruwal : Matlab me- me samjha nahi.
Hardil : You want them to be in a relationship right??
I nodded.
Dhruwal : What??? But whyyy??
Me : Because he love her.
Dhruwal : Who told you that?? 
Me : Isme kisiko batane ki jarurat nahi hai koi bhi uski aankho me dekhke bol sakta hai ki how much he loves her.
Avish : she's right. He love her but he don't wanna accept it.
Dhruwal : And why's that??
Me : Because we're in relationship.
Dhruwal : To tum kya karogi??
Me : Usi k liye to tum logo ko bulaya hai idhar. Me nahi mana paungi use you guys need to talk to him.
Avish told darshan to come.
Darshan : What happened?? Everything okay??
Avish : We need to talk to you about something.
Darshan : what is it???
Avish : It's about you and Riya.
Darshan : What about us??
Avish : Darshan please don't get angry.
Darshan : Abee tu batayega.
Dhruwal : Me batata hoon. Dekh darshan we all know ki tu aur Riya kitne close hai. Par ab tu hi bata ki tu use agar kisi aur k saath dekhega to tu kaisa feel karega??
Darshan : kaisa feel karunga matlab. Friend hoon uska  Of course me khush hounga usse.
Dhruwal : Sirf friend??
Darshan : Areee yarrrr sab ek hi chiz pe kyun doubt karte hoo. She's just my friend I mean bestfriend.
Avish : Acha yk Woh mujhe keh rahi thi ki i am cute. 
He told me to pretend that Riya likes him(avish). So we thought to play along.
Darshan : Woh aisa bol hi nahi sakti.
Avish : Usne bola tha. Aur vaise bhi woh mast hai hai n??
Darshan : Avish maine tujhe pehla bhi bola tha ki uske bare me sochna bhi mat.
Avish : Par kyun??? You're just his bestfriend na then what's the problem and vaise bhi agar we like e/o then ye to zyada acha rahega.
Darshan : Nooo.
He said in a low voice while he was looking down.
Dhruwal : Darshan now tell me honestly how would you feel if you get to know that she's in love with someone.
He went silent. He was trying to find an answer.
Me : It Breaks your heart na???
He nodded.
Dhruwal : Darshan you love her.
Darshan : Noo. It's not like that.
Me : darshan it is like that. You're just not wanting to accept it.
Darshan : But-
Avish, Dhruwal and Hardil went in room.
Author's POV.
Their words shocked him. But little did he knew that he was in love with her from the start.
Darshan : Dha look, it's not like that. It's not.
Dharal : darshan it's okay. Believe it.
Darshan : No.
He was afraid that he might lose both of them. Which will break his heart again.
Darshan : But how??? How do you know even i can't realise it.
Dharal : I saw that Love in your eyes for her.
Darshan : Then what about us?? Don't we love each other??
Dharal : Darshan, we do love other but as friends not as life partner. Maybe we were not meant to be as lovers. Tears escaped both of their eyes. She chuckled and said.
Dharal : Don't look at me like that. It's not like i am leaving you or this world forever. We're just breaking up. We're still gonna stay as friends.
They cried in each other's arms for last time as lovers.
Dharal : Now promise me that you'll confess to her and won't make her suffer.
He smiled.
Darshan : But what if she'll not accept me??
Dharal : Haa woh bohot bada sawaal hai. Woh reject kar degi to tumhe.. hai n??
Darshan : Dharal yarrrr.
They both chuckled.