Glimpse of Us | Jenlisa [COMPLETED]

Chapter 6

Trigger warning: character death

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"I want to see. Mommy, let me see!"

Lisa stifles a laugh. "Not yet." She looks at River, and she and the girl share an eye-roll. Ella has Jennie's patience, Lisa has always known this. Which is to say- she's not very patient at all.

Lisa navigates Ella through the apartment, her hands covering her daughter's eyes. She spent a late night fixing up her room after the new bed and desk she bought got here, and now the room is decked out in a galaxy motive she knows Ella will love. Her bed sheets, some starts pasted above her bed.

"Mommy," Ella whines, pulling at Lisa's hands, and Lisa drops a kiss to her the back of her head.

"OK, we're here." They stand outside Ella's bedroom door, River a few steps behind them. She's a shy girl, but even she's covering her mouth to stop laughing. Lisa uncovers Ella's eyes and turns the doorknob. "1, 2, 3!"

Her daughter gasps when she lays eyes on her new bed.

"I love it! It's so big!" Ella jumps in the bed, squealing with delight. "There are stars everywhere!"

"Take your shoes off, will you?" Lisa asks, smiling. Ella drops down and bounces before taking her sneakers off. The huge smile on her face makes everything better for Lisa. She doesn't remember pain or hate or jealousy when her daughter laughs like that. It's the only thing that matters.

"River get on, come on!" Ella pleads, and River, ever respectful and quiet -just like Hanbin- climbs on the bed as well.

They jump together, and Lisa tramps down the fear that they might fall and lets them have their fun.

"Mommy, come on, you too!"

"Me?"

"Yes!"

Lisa is honored at the invitation, but she thinks her days of silliness and jumping on beds are long gone.

"The floor is lava!" Ella exclaims.

Lisa gasps. "Is it? Oh no." It's always easy to remember how to be silly when Ella wants her to, though.

"The floor is lava so you have to get on. River, move. Mommy! Don't leave me alone!" Ella makes a show of almost falling of the bed and onto the fl- the lava, reaching for Lisa in a feat worthy of Broadway.

Lisa finally plays along.

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(January 21st, 2016)

"Are we missing something?" Lisa asks once the moving company people are out the door. Their bed is assembled upstairs, the stove is in its corner of the kitchen, and everything else is on boxes lying all around. She loves the house they chose, will love it even more once everything is in its place.

"Um, I don't think so?!" Jennie's voice comes from upstairs, and Lisa walks up to meet her. "Wait, we do have to make sure the bed is sturdy," Jennie tells her at the top of the stairs.

"It costs us and arm and a leg, it better be," Lisa tells her, taking in her disheveled hair, her tank top and shorts get up. Seeing Jennie like this will never get old. Her fiance. Soon to be wife. It still makes her blood sing.

"We could make sure," Jennie says, taking a step closer to Lisa. This will never get old either. She goes in to kiss her when Jennie steps back, takes off sprinting down the hallway.