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After Jenna's passing from a car accident on her way to the Wednesday premiere, Y/N dosen't know what to do.
*4 days earlier*
I can't even look at Jenna's family. If just I would've gone with her. Maybe it would've been me instead of her. I stop myself from reaching in the casket to just hold her hand one last final time. I can't even say anything. It's too much. I can't stay any longer. I head back to the now empty house we shared. Our photos still up on the wall.
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I laid in my bed, as I heard the rain outside. I feel so lost and empty. I just wish it was me. I roll over on my side and I'm met with the empty side of her bed. The sheets all ruffled and her stuff still on the floor.
One thing in particular catches my eye. The teddy bear she got me this valentines day. I practically jump out of the bed and grab it.
I immediately start sobbing. If only she still would've been here. We were wanted to get married, have kids, do anything and everything together. Even grow old together. I slide down the wall, gripping the bear even harder.
The only thing you can hear in this now quiet, empty house of ours is my sobs. I grab my phone with shaky hands and decide to post a photo of us together. One of the lasts actually.
Liked by ememyers and 428,086 others(wtv u want) I honestly just wish it was me instead of this angel. I love you baby. always and forever.
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ememyers aww i love you :(
nph i wasn't supposed to be crying today. sending my prayers luv
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