It all started when I was in the 7th grade. Oh my gosh it was horrible so horrible I was picked on bullied... I hated my self, the way I looked I was so disgusted with my self. I didn't know how to make the bad thoughts go away. It was like they came to my mind on for a reason or something. My parents didn't make me feel good about anything, neither did my sister or brother.. You know what they did to me at home, they bullied me a lot like you could not believe they would team up with each other and constantly tease me about things. And when I would tell my mom what they did they had to pick weeds. They hated me they called me a tattletale. I hated it so much. But I couldn't make it stop.
School ohh boy I would get mad I would lash out in my own ways. But then the middle of the year a boy came along. I thought he was so hot. I had a crush on him forever. Somehow he got my number and started to text me. He started asking me all of these questions. Like do you like me? How much do you like me? Then one day he asked me out. And I said... I said yes.😄 I was so happy. He made me so happy. We dated for about three months. Pretty good for my third boyfriend. He treated me like a queen. I loved it then the I love you came out of his mouth. Then he treated me like I was nothing. He told me cam ands if I did something he didn't like he would create a fight. I was not happy and o broke up with him. And that did not go so well he called me "stupid", "dumb" and many more. My depression got worse I wouldn't come out of the house or talk to anyone. I shut my friends out every day I shut them out by listening to music, walking fast so they couldn't catch me in the halls. Ignore there texts calls. I was not happy.
