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Harlem,NY.
After notti told me it was okay to come over I decided to pick out an outfit.
I picked out some nike shorts with a black pop smoke hoodie and paired it with black yeezys.
I also put on an anklet.
I grabbed my purse and charger.
I applied perfume.
As I was near the front door my mom stopped me.
"Where are you going? we're going out with your dad tonight."
"No. You're going out with your husband tonight" I said.
"Cmon." She said as she walked towards me.
I got scared and I really didn't know what to do so I ran out.
I ran and ran until I finally reached nottis house.
I didn't mean to bang on his front door but I did.
I didn't know if the crazy woman was following me or not.
"NOTTI" I said as I flew into a boys arms.
It was dd.
I didn't know.
I hugged him overly tight.
As I looked up from our hug my heart dropped.
"Oh." I said as my shoulder dropped.
Dd just laughed at me.
"Dumbass" He said as he sat down on his couch.
I sat down too.
In embarrassment.
But what I didn't understand was why dd didn't push me off of him.
We sat there in silence.
"Yo kalani you good bro?" I heard someone ask from behind me.
It was notti.
"Not at all." I said.
"I literally ran from home because of my mom." I said.
"Damnn tell me everything" he said as he hopped on the couch next to me.
"So basically my dad came back and I hate him. He's abusive and was never there for me."
"I don't even claim him. Anyways he came back all of a sudden today acting all nice. My mom tried to force me to get to be with him so I just ran." I explained.
"So you mean your usual stuck up self?" dd said.
I just sighed.
I was so used to dd's thoughtless comments.
"Yo dick shut up for second" notti said looking at dd.
"You good ma heart?" notti asked.
"No." I said as I leaned back on the couch.
I ran my hands through my hair in stress.
"It's gon be aight mh" notti said as he patted me on my shoulder.
I didn't need just a pat on my shoulder tho.
I needed more.
"Ima head in my room you can stay here for da night" Notti informed me.
I nodded my head.
"You don't think for once you being the problem?" dd asked.
"No. Sometimes I am but in this case i'm not."
"You just don't understand dd"
"How you know my name?" He asked.
"I saw tiktoks of you."
"I know you just wanted to see my fine ass" he said as he flexed his ugly ass watch.
"Shut up." I said.
"shut me up" he said.
"No, stupid ass nigga" I said.
"Aight bitch"
"dd. I got a question." I asked him.
"What nigga"
"No feelings involved but I really need to hug someone right now." I said.
"Hug notti den"
"Bro no he chillin in his room."
"So who you gon hug"
"YOU NIGGA"
"Say word2 ya dead." he said.
"Bro whatever you just said. I need you right now."
"Aight bruh no feelings involved."
"mk" I said as I walked over to him.
I hugged him.
It was awkward at first but it turned into a cuddle.
I eventually was on his lap.
I had rested my head in the crook of his neck.
He just rubbed his hands up and down my back.
He eventually reached my ass.
I moved his hand making him giggle in my ear.
He kept massaging my back until I eventually fell asleep.
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I woke up on a couch with a blanket over me.
I immediately remembered the memory with dd.
I also remembered how a simple hug turned into something more.
My thoughts of comfort were interrupted on how I now had to make it home.
I clearly wasn't going to school.
I made it home knowing my mom was gonna yell at me.
As I opened the door I saw my mom in the kitchen.
"Morning baby" she said as she was cooking.
Since when does she cook breakfast anymore.
"Uh hi mom." I said nervously.
No yelling? No attitude? Is she okay?
"Breakfast will be ready soon." She said.
I just nodded as I went upstairs.
Whatever my mom had going on, I need it to go on longer.
