She's Not Afraid.

Chapter 16- Heart Break.

Skyy's POV****

"When your heart breaks, everyone says its when your 1st true love leaves or when your first dog dies. Well I've never owned a dog and I've only honestly loved one person in my life, and when that person is .ripped out of your life to be taken to a place of peace where they no longer have to suffer its painful. Even though they're no longer going through suffering or pain you have been brought to a decision. Do you let your life fall apart and sit alone too depressed to socialize? or Do you carry on with your life not letting it bring you down letting it be the reason you choose to do better things? For me it was tough I could've gone either way , and with my past and all I'm sure I could've gotten away with the first choice, but why take the easy way out? Ms. Lisa never did she went through hell to pull me out of it.. To put my life back in the right direction. So why throw all her hard work away and let myself fall right back into hell? Because who's to say there will be anyone as strong as her able to being me out of it ? People say that when your heart breaks its fallen into 2 and there's no point in going on in life that we should just dig ourselves into a hole of depression so deep that we may never crawl back out. But why? What's the point? To suffer for the rest of your life? There is no point. That's why I chose the second option because I know that this feeling of my heart being sliced in two like a cake may take forever to heal, but I know that one day it will all be better Ms. Lisa is looking down proud of me

I can feel it. And I love her and I always will have her in my heart. And I hope all of you choose the right path because that's what she would have wanted." I closed my eyes letting out my breath as I let a few tears roll down my cheeks as I finished my speech at Ms. Lisa's funeral. I could vision in my head Ms. Lisa clapping for me , and I was snapped out of my vision as people started clapping and I opened my eyes to people standing up and clapping with tears in there eyes. I gave a weak smile walking back to my seat next to Liam. Not caring if tears flowed down my face ruining my make-up. I just missed her so much...

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Sorry for the long time I didn't update I've just been extreme busy with sports and school but I hope you like it thanks for all the reads! And please keep voting fanning and leave comments if you have questions or praise .

Love ,

Maddie Malik