Late Night Breakdown

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               ☆ Felix's Pov ☆

What is Hyunjin doing up this hour anyways? I thought I was okay here where no one can really hear me.

"You know, I think there is a reason for everything. Yes it is tragic to think about however at the same time, they did what they could. Meaning you couldn't have done anything. You have your own life outside work, believe it or not. You know, a home to go to."

He sighs as he sees my expression on my face. I have a apartment,yes, but I am rarely ever home and by the time I do get home, I tend to fall alsleep in the car which is why it's easy for me to lay on the floor like I was in I.N's room.

He is right about what he said but at the same time, I wish I had more time to do stuff for him. Such a gentle soul.

I take another drink of my half full glass before sitting it down on the grant countertop and looking out the kitchen window where the stars are shining brightly.

"Damn it" I sink down to the floor kneeing down as I can't take this thought process. I want to help as many people as I can but I don't want to sleep and not miss anything. I want to be available for everyone.

Silent tears begin to flood my eyes as they threaten to come out. I was really close to him and I wanted to do something. Why didn't he tell me? Am I not trustworthy enough?

Hyunjin jumps off the edge of the counter as he kneels down in front of me staring at me as his jet black hair is making him look like a dark being but still so gorgeous.

"Yongbok, you work hard enough, all this unnecessary stress is not good for you. You manage to write for two groups, they don't need all them songs in one month, hold them back and give them the average instead. You don't need to be in pain alone."

He gets close to me as our knees could touch if we wanted them to. He brings his hand to my head stroking my hair slightly but maintains eye contact with me.

My heart beats louder and hard each time he touches me as even him looking at me is making me melt. His hand slowly goes down my hair before cupping my cheek.

There is an odd expression on his face, maybe pity or sadness. "You deserve the whole world Yongbok. Just do your best and don't worry yourself to death."

His black hair slightly gets in his eyes, I tuck it behind his ear as his face gets slightly red before he stands up offering his hand to me.

             ♥︎ Hyunjin's Pov ♥︎

Yongbok slightly panics as he looks between my hand and my eyes. "Are you sure? I can help myself up?" He says as I sense that he is anxious around me but it's only because he hasn't been around me too much I think.

I nod to him as I flex my hand slightly telling him that its okay. His small hand latches onto mine as he stands up. His chesnut brown eyes are still glued on mine. I gently squeeze his hand smiling, he is such a ball of sunshine sometimes.

His hand feels so good in mine as the warmth seeps from his hand. He blinks a couple times rapidly before releasing his hand from mine. "S-sorry, I should have let go of your hand" He nervously laughs but doesn't bother to move any other than that.

I walk slightly closer to him as there is now only a small gap against our bodies. I use grabbing a cup from the cabinet as a exucse to get closer to him. The scent of citrus fills the air as I got close to him.

It's bright just like him, I back away as I pour a glass of alcohol for him and for me as I go back to sitting on the counter. "Let's have a drink together and talk a little bit. I know we haven't much time to talk"

Let's just hope he doesn't remember or bring up me being in only a towel today. Why did I have to act so strange? What the hell is getting into me? Since when did I become so tense and less laid back?

"Yeah,work is definitely busy for sure. I want to work constantly but I.N keeps on stopping me." He laughs before taking a sip of his drink.

"Well that I can agree on that with him. You need some down time or else your mental health is going to go down."

"Yeah but the problem is so many people need help and I want to make sure they have enough for a couple of comebacks" I can tell it is worrying him by the way he is gripping the counter behind him.

"A couple of comebacks? For one week of work? Are you kidding me? Just take things one step at a time because unless they ask for it or it is close to deadline time, you are just giving them it basically without getting truly paid for it" I said before drinking half of my drink.

"Yeah but it makes things so much easier for I.N. I just want to try to help him the best I can."

"Like hell it does, he still has to deal with the members,getting them to their location and many other things. It's just the members that maybe makes it easier on and they don't record albums back to back. You just need to relax some"

I know that because I am a choreographer for the members and he just doesn't know that yet. They don't give a damn as long as you turn it in on time. It's funny how we are all connected somehow. What are the odds that we all are connected by one band?

"You're right." Felix says as he runs his fingers through his hair slowly "I have a question and it's totally okay if you don't want to answer."

What will he ask, normally he wouldn't hardly talk to me but I guess he isn't totally stressed either.

"Go on, you can ask me anything." I should have known better than to say that.

"What is going on between you and I.N?" He asks me with caution. The one question that is going to be hard to explain and that might break alot.

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