Stolen ¤ Hyunlix

Stress And Wind Down

                ☆ Felix's Pov ☆

The day went by quickly as I found out one shocking thing, Hyunjin is a choreographer for the company I work for. Also it turns out that I could technically work from home but the downside to that would be I wouldn't be around I.N.

Speaking of I.N, where the hell is he? I walk into the practice room as I see Hyunjin wrapping it up with the group with I.N standing sulky in the corner. I open the door quietly walking in.

"Innie,what is wrong? You seem so down" I poke his cheek gently as he smiles a bit.

"Now is not the place to be talking about this." He mumbles before I sigh, taking his hand and dragging him outside the door, closing the door.

"Hwang Jeongin,you will always say that you don't want to talk about it or now isn't the place. So spit it out, the longer you hold it in, the more bitter you will be" I know how he is, he keeps things pent up until he can't take it.

"This has nothing to do with you Yongbok,this has to do between my brother and I. Let us handle it" I.N tries to push past me but I block the entrance way

"You say that but guess what? This has been going on for 2 weeks now, you two have done nothing but argue in secret and  you two are getting more and more bitter." I told him. I am completely over this shit, never in my life have I seen I.N act like this.

"Well it's between family and we can work it out. You don't need to be involved."

"Well guess what? I'm tired of both of you acting like this bullshit. Hyunjin is getting pissed and you are getting sulky. This isn't good,brothers are supposed to stick together. I don't care how much I fuss at my sisters, I don't let them stay mad at me this long or let them hold it inside."

"That's you not me, I'm not getting paid to talk to you right now Felix. Should have waited until work was over" He nudges me out of the way walking out of way before walking back in.

A few minutes later, the band members walks out of the room as they say 'hi' to me or hugged me before I hear Hyunjin and Jeongin yelling again before I hear a loud thud as Hyunjin is sitting down on the ground.

I rush in as I grab I.N as he throws punches at Hyunjin. "Hyunjin, go and cool down. I'll go talk to I.N" Hyunjin shakes his head spitting out blood on the floor from his split lip before walking out.

"What the fuck Jeongin? Oh I'm going to solve this and that I need to stay out of it obviously didn't work. What the hell are you and Hyunjin fighting about?" I ask him as I stare at the door quickly.

"He's playing with you, he wants to take you away from me. You know, he takes everything away from me. But I'm the fucking trouble kid in his eyes,I just want to good enough Felix" Jeongin slowly sinks down crying which tugs on my heart strings.

I know better than that, Hyunjin isn't playing with me but I can be friends with both brothers. The problem is he wants attention from someone, someone that is constant in his life and he wants someone that will not choose his brother. But I don't have to choose either because I choose both.

I kneel down bringing his head to my chest stroking his hair. "It's okay Jeongin,I am always here for you. I'm not going anywhere"

             ♥︎ Hyunjin's Pov ♥︎

I see Felix hugging Jeongin holding him like that and it just pisses me off even more. I walk outside, lighting a cigarette, taking a long drag from it and blowing it out slowly.

My lip is still bleeding as I feel it trickle down my chin wiping it on the back of my sleeve. The shit he says is getting on my nerves. I tell him the truth then he punches me? This is too much to deal with.

I told him 'You are being childish I.N, Felix isn't a toy that you fight over,he can make his own decisions' and he started the fight by saying 'You need to leave Felix alone,he is too fragile for your wild attitude. He doesn't need that type of trouble in his life. He has enough on his plate'

My brother is acting like a fool right now. He is not telling Felix the truth. He's insecure,I know that, but Felix is grown. I hear the door open from the back door of the building as Yongbok comes out.

He studies me for a moment before approaching me. "Hey, how are you holding up?" He asks me as he leans up against the wall.

"Pissed off but better now" Thanks to being around you and this cigarette. He nods as he looks down at the ground. "Don't feel guilty Yongbok, Jeongin is just insecure and is just taking it out on me." How did he know where to look for me though?

"But I'm the reason why you two are fighting" Felix looks up in my eyes. How much longer until this tension can be released? How much longer can I resist these intrusive thoughts from peaking through.

"Yes Yongbok, you are but see he is looking at things the wrong way. No one said you couldn't be friends with the both of us, but he is trying to get me to back away just because you were his friend first. He just doesn't want to share you with me. He doesn't want to hear the damn truth"

I see Felix nod before leaning his head back looking at the sky "Sometimes I wish things were simple. I wish that I could do somethings but obviously I don't want to lose Jeongin but I don't want to lose you either" He says with pain obvious in his voice.

"Well maybe it can happen,what do you have in mind Felix?" He brings his head back down as anxiety is now bothering him.

"Can you do one thing for me? I want to try something out." Felix says looking at me then down at my lips.

"Okay? Don't worry about how crazy the request is, I'll do it" I tell him as it is the truth. I would do anything for him to make him happy. Truly happy because this past month, he only gets happiness when alone with one of us.

"Take a drag of your cigarette then kiss me"