Cigarettes And Ultra Brite Toothpaste ~kajemac~

1 ~ swingset

Kajemac<3

Mac feels gentle arms wrap around her. A familiar laugh brings a light heat to her face. KJ has come up to mac and hugs her from behind, resting her chin on mac's shoulder.

Mac froze, she never really knows how to act when KJ is near, she loves her. It just was so new and confusing to mac.

"Hey loveee, how are you feeling?" KJ asks, her soft voice floating around in Macs head as she searches her brain for an answer to the other girls question.
"I uh, I'm fine"

"Hmm, wanna do something fun?" KJ says, loosening her grip around mac, but in the process she grabs a hold of macs hand and spins the ginger around to meet her gaze.

Mac was confused at first, what did KJ Mean by fun?
"What were you thinking?"
Mac questions.
Suddenly a soft feeling floods macs chest as the taller girl leans down and places a quick kiss on her cheek.

"Follow me, I swear it'll be fun"
A cool fall breeze drifted through the air, as mac ran beside kj, she'll admit, it was hard to keep up with the brunette.
But they laughed and smiled as they both ran across the grassy field. All the way to the old park.

Their park.

the place they first escaped from the world, together one year ago.

The sky was full of orange light, pinks dusted the clouds and purples painted the trees as the sun set behind the city.
It was a beautiful sight. Almost as beautiful as the girl swinging on the swing across from mac. They laughed and has little conversations, almost seeming pointless, bit they were happy in that moment, so fucking happy.

"And then she said she was worried about me steeling her boyfriend, like I want to be with Rick of all people.... And I already have my person. She's beside me right now actually" kj giggled as mac just stared at her with a loving expression.

KJ reminded mac of a sunset. All her colours, and different parts, the complexity of her character all melting into one in the end.
Mac never thought of things like this. But with kj it was different. Mac wanted to feel. She wanted to feel everything she could around her.

Mac was the first to confess to KJ. Tell her about how much she loved her.
"Hey, bug? Whatcha thinking?"
KJ brought mac out of her thoughts. Her mind was sort of hazy feeling still though.

"You"

Mac says, her eyes were soft. Full of love. Looking at KJ with light and peace.
KJ smiled at that and got up off her swing and stepped over too where mac was. Pulling the ginger up off the swing, she brought mac into a hug. She whispered "I love you Mackenzie Coyle" softly into the shorter girls ear.
Normally hearing her name would bother mac.

But when KJ did it, her cheeks would heat up.

mac backed out of the hug to look KJ in her eyes.

To admir her.

What the fuck did this girl do to her.
Why was she so soft now.

Mac saw sweetness seeping out of kjs expression. She really was the sweetest person mac has met, well besides Erin, but this was kj. Her girlfriend.

Her light was filling the space around them. The air tasted so sweet and the atmosphere was warm and comfortable.

"I don't know what I'd do without you kaje" mac said, she felt tears pooling at the corners of her eyes, she would never admit it. But she was soft, she always has been, just never felt safe enough to confront her emotions.

Kj was making her aware of her feelings. She was confused at first, but she kind of loved it. She will never admit it to anyone, but she loves feeling comfortable.

KJ stepped closer closing the little space that was left between them, mac held onto kjs shoulders as she placed a kiss onto macs forehead.

They both started giggling at the contact. Both girls were sometimes still a little awkward around eachother, but it was the kind of awkward that felt right. It just all felt so right to them.

Mac knew KJ was the one. Or at lest the one for a little bit. As long as she could have her, mac wanted her. KJ brought her to life. Her feelings to life, her happiness to life.

A/n
Heyyy, so this is a new book I'm working on, I'll probably make another one if I decide to do one with chapters and a longer story I guess, or maybe keep it in here. Idk. But I hope some people read this, I love kajemac, and I want people to experience all the happiness and sadness I have in my head because of them.

Also it's late and this will probably have spelling and grammar mistakes, sorry about that.