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Changbin heard the door of his room being opened. The wooden planks creaked under the weight of Hyunjin in the door frame.

"Are you sleeping?" whispered Hyunjin.

The blanket shuffled in the darkness of the night.

"That's the dumbest question that ever existed. A sleeping person won't answer you and you'd wake them up by asking. But for your information, no I am not."

Hyunjin chuckled and jumped on the bed next to Changbin. The latter folded his legs to protect himself. Hyunjin slipped under the blankets and Changbin made room for him to snuggle closer.

Once they were well installed Changbin asked, "What's going on?"

Hyunjin raised his shoulders and stayed quiet. He didn't seem in the mood to talk. Changbin let him be and closed his eyes.

It was 3 am and he couldn't sleep because he was overthinking about creating a youtube channel. He was probably one of the only streamers with this level of popularity without a youtube channel. But that implied paying an editor because there was no way he was going to start editing for hours. And having a youtube channel meant a lot more management and maybe more adapted content. However it would be another source of income. Changbin sighed and turned to Hyunjin to chase the ideas away.

They cuddled for long minutes. Changbin had his arm around Hyunjin's shoulders and Hyunjin's head was on top of it. Hyunjin was playing with the hem of Changbin's sleeve. their legs were enlaced like Hyunjin liked them to be.

The comfortable silence was broken by Hyunjin's voice.

"I think I'm aromantic."

Changbin simply listened, giving room for Hyunjin to talk.

"The possibility of having a romantic relationship has never existed in my head."

Hyunjin stopped playing with Changbin's pijamas shirt.

"I didn't know it was was a thing until that night with Han, Minho and Felix. I just realised my brain didn't work the same way as everyone else's did."

Hyunjin paused.

"I never thought about having a romantic relationship. Being in a couple seems fake and more like a mathematical problem, but I guess it's led by feelings and emotions?" Hyunjin sighed. "I never wished nor wanted a romantic relationship. I thought being like me was normal or just never really questioned myself... But then after a little research and thinking, it just made sense you know?"

Changbin hummed, showing he was still listening to Hyunjin.

"It explains a shit load of stuff. For example, how I hate intimacy mixed in with sex. You know how I hate tenderness, the missionary, kisses during sex, hickeys... And I had so many confessions in high school and college, but I was only interested by sex."

Changbin chuckled, "You were the horniest teenager I knew."

"Shut up,” said Hyunjin as he giggled, ”what I wanted to say is that I still have sexual attraction. I find people hot, but the romantic aspect is just absent in my head."

"Somehow that makes so much sense," said Changbin as he recalled all the time Hyunjin told him to not do this or this while having sex. Now he could make the link between them, they were all related to intimacy and stuff usually related to couples or closed relationships.

"Right?" said Hyunjin, "It simply makes sense." He exhaled relieved. "And it feels great to finally be able to explain how I react."

"Yeah must feel great," Changbin turned his head to Hyunjin, "So, that makes you aromantic and homosexual?"

"Yep," smiled Hyunjin. "What about you?"

Changbin took a time to think, "Well you know I don't like to label myself, but I'm attracted to every gender and non-gender existent in all forms of attractions. But if you're talking about couples, I'm good as a single. Being single is nice. I like it. I'm not planning to get a couple for the next few years."

"And you still have the sex of your life with me," says Hyunjin winking at Changbin.

"You're so stupid. Who said the guy at the club last week wasn't better than you."

Hyunjin pulled away from Changbin and put his weight on his elbow. He raised a brow at Changbin, not believing him.

"He gave you better oral than me?" said Hyunjin, almost challenging.

Changbin bit his lips before his mouth curled into a smile. Hyunjin held the title of king of blow jobs, it will never change. Hyunjin was almost a magician with his mouth. He picked up rapidly on the preferences people had. He asked what people liked the best and did it with perfection.

Hyunjin smiled, "I knew it." he dropped next to Changbin facing the ceiling.

"You know you're unbeatable at this. Why are you even asking? You're just eager for compliments"

Hyunjin chuckled. Changbin was right, he liked compliments and wasn't hiding nor ashamed of it.

"You'll have to give me classes," said Changbin as he elbowed his friend.

"Well at first get rid of that gag reflex," snapped Hyunjin teasingly.

"Dumbass," said Changbin as he rolled on side to present his back to Hyunjin.

Hyunjin laughed and placed his arms behind his own head. "Don't worry you're one of the best heads I received too. Speaking about it, you wanna give me one now?"

Changbin slightly turned to the side to look at Hyunjin with a smirk, "Dumbass."

Hyunjin smiled.

"I knew you'd be down."

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