(⚠️SH WARNING⚠️)
I cry as medicine by queen naija played softly through my tv in my room and I pause the music cause I can't keep listening to it rn
I try to call ddot again he doesn't answer in fact it declined this all started cause he said he was going to a party he said it wouldn't be that big so I didn't bother going not that he asked me to anyways
30 minutes in I get a dm on ig I got to it it's a video of some bitch on ddots lap grinding on him Ik that's his weakness because he luvs when I do it but letting another bitch do it is crazy
I was already mad at this point so I try calling him he didn't pick up and he didn't tell me the address I should've known he was going on sum bullshit but a hour after the video I got another dm another video but two this time
I clicked on one and he was leading her to a room in the back and the next one was a video of ddot kissing her
He's so stupid not realizing that she was recording but that's beside the point and now I'm where I'm at now I get the bright idea to call dd I did that
He pick up after like 3 rings "what's good mh"he said "r u with darrian"I ask "no but what he did this time" he ask I got videos and pictures of him with another bitch" I said
"Smh but aye I gotta go mh call me if you need me"he said " ok dd"I said
I hear banging on my front door I go to it knowing it's darrian I let him in cause if I don't he's gonna cause a scene outside
"What do you want darrian"I asked "I want you pls I'm sorry it was an accident and it won't happen again I'm sorry I was under the influence"he said "well still you shouldn't have done what you did cause even if I was under the influence I would've never don't this to you"I said tear at the brim of my eyes
"Wtf darrian" said crying I push him and beat on his chest then he just hugs me as I cry "I'm sorry baby"he said "you know your all I have left and that's so selfish of you to take advantage of that"I say crying in his chest "Ik baby and I'm sorry it won't happen again"he said
I could tell he was crying also by his voice change I look up at him and look into his eyes they were filled with tear and red but not smoking red crying red
I move back "i um relapsed im sorry" I said "it's because of me"he said slowly I just look down and he cries even more but he doesn't make a crying sound you can just see his sad face and his eyes
He hugs me this time I hug him back I felt really bad but he hurt me and I need to do something but he helped me get better and stop and I just said fuck what he helped me with and did it anyways I shake my thought off
He picks me up and brings me to the room we lay down and go to sleep
