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Jayaria pov (Jay-ari-uh)
Rn me and notti was laying down and I was feeling some type of way I was just sad idk why tho something told me to be sad I turned my head and see notti turned the other way
I slightly grab his jaw and turned him my way I knew he wasn't sleep cause he was just rapping some of his lyrics
I look this eyes and he's crying I get up and sit on his lap and lean down to hug him with tears in my eyes he's such a sweetheart I hate to see him cry
"What's wrong"i say wiping his tears off his face but they still fell
"Ma bro I don't wanna leave this bro"he said while sobbing
"Leave what leave what baby"I said
"Bro it so many people that want me dead bro and I don't wanna die ma"he said still crying
"Your not baby your not gonna die I swear on it"i said
"Bro but you can't guarantee that ma I'm neck deep in this shit bro I can't leave it ma but I don't wanna die ma please just I-"he said again cutting himself off with a cry out
"No Ethan stop you can't talk like that you not leaving the only way you die is of old age"i said with tears pouring out of my eyes
"This shit it too hard tho ma I got people that don't even know my first name chatting on me bro like I can't fucking do this shit no more bro"he said
"Yes you can and you will cause if the whole world was against you I will still be right here by your side coming to your bed at night and loving on you idc how many people want you dead they not gon do nun to you cause you got a whole army and a half behind you I promise and I wouldn't let you die cause when the doctors give up ima still be pushing yo chest"I said
He nod his head and kissed my lips I wipe off his tears and kiss his cheeks as he smiles
"I love you ma"he said
"I love you too baby"i said smiling as well
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July 9th
Jayaria pov
I was walking to the train station from the nail place I got white toes and while long acrylic nails with a E on the ring finger where my promise ring notti gave me a while ago was I knew he would like it
Notti said he will meet me at my house but something is telling me to meet notti here i been texted him I was coming he said ok with a smiley face emoji this was like 1 hour ago
I quickly text notti that's I'm here when I was 1 minute away
He sends ma but I don't know what he means I texted wym I immediately said read like he was already in our messages but didn't say anything
