Loona Oneshots

2jin

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They have practice again. Hyunjin feels drained, she hasn't eaten in ages ever since.... this whole thing happened.

She looks at the bread Heejin handed her a moment ago in secrecy. They weren't supposed to eat as their managers were controlling their diet. But, Heejin has seen her pretty much moping around from the past few days. So, she took it upon herself to try and lift her mood up by giving Hyunjin her favourite food.

She feels warm at her bestfriends' generosity. The girl was so perceptive and cared a little too much. Hyunjin doesn't think she's worth the trouble.

She takes a bite out of the bread, expecting the mouth-watering, pleasant taste of it. But, she frowns when the strange texture hits her instead. It doesn't taste like anything she expected it to be. In fact, it tasted revolting.

She wants to cry.

How was she going to survive if she couldn't even eat her favourite food in the world?

Hyunjin is not a person filled with regrets, she's always thought that there was too much time in the world. She imagines travelling, exploring different cultures with her members and tasting exquisite foods when they would tour the world someday. But right now, she doesn't even think she could last that long. If she couldn't stand the taste of bread, how else could she eat other foods? She feels the anxiety bubbling up inside of her.

"Hyun, are you okay?" Heejin worriedly looks at her. Her voice filled with so much concern.

Oh my god, Heejin. How was she going to tell this to Heejin?

Hyunjin shakes her thoughts vehemently, she wouldn't say this to anyone. She refuses for anyone to know that she wasn't.... human anymore. They don't deserve to carry this burden with her. The members already struggle enough with their own issues too.

However, Hyunjin frets at the fact that Heejin and her have always told each other everything. It's gotten to the point where they both know if one of them is troubled without saying anything.

Hyunjin feels her heart clench at the thought of lying to her bestfriend. But, she had to pretend she was okay for her sake. For Loona's sake too. This wasn't the time to be selfish and shove something this complicated down their throats. They're doing so well right now, achieving their first win and they're increasingly filming more content day by day. She refuses to be the one to break it.

So, she musters up a bright smile for her bestfriend.

"Yeah, I'm okay Heejin. Thanks for the bread, I loved it."

It seems that her fake smile worked when Heejin gives her a meek, shy smile.

"It's okay, I just want you to feel better..."

Hyunjin fills the warmth pool in the pit of her stomach. At least, that was something that stayed even if she wasn't human anymore. Her feelings for Heejin have always been.... questionable. In the midst of practice, filming, vlives and doing covers, she hasn't had the time to think too much about it. But, she knows she would have lost her sanity a long time ago if Heejin hasn't been there with her since day one.

God, she wants nothing more but to give the smaller girl a hug. But she couldn't trust herself, especially right now. What if she accidentally crushed Heejin with some strength she didn't know she possessed? Or worse, she suddenly loses control and does something stupid. She doesn't think she could ever handle that.