Secret Addictions

HISstory

"CUUTTT" Tyler yelled as I stumbled over my lines for what seemed like the millionth time today. For some reason I just couldn't get it together.

"I'm sorry Tyler, man I don't know what's wrong with me today" I said slightly embarrassed I was slowing production down and that never happens I'm usually on top of shit. Tyler pulled me to the side and gave me one of those uplifting speeches. He's great that way. He never beats you down when you're already falling. That's what makes him a great boss and easy to work under. I pulled myself together after his pep talk and started knocking my lines out. Until I turned and spotted her, there she was Crystal Renee on set Fatima standing behind Tyler's chair. I had never seen someone so beautiful she was literally flawless with and without makeup. She wasn't filming anymore she'd wrapped on set today already, myself and Eboni had a scene together and I had a few more. The cameras began to roll and I found myself stumbling yet again. This time I knew exactly why... it was her! She made me nervous I was like a shy school boy anytime she'd come around. They stopped tape and before Tyler said anything I made direct eye contact with her, she whispered  "you got this, relax" as I read her lips a calm came over me. I started again and effortlessly knocked out the scene. She left before I got a chance to say anything to her, I wanted to thank her. Crystal has always been nice and encouraging her story and journey to where she is now is an inspiration to us all. I wish I just had the balls to say something to her. I know I probably shouldn't, being that I'm in a committed relationship and have been for quite some time now. I love Shanice I do but lately it's like we're growing apart. She's supportive but has recently started to complain about my work schedule, I'm always filming and at home less. I just thought we'd get over this obstacle and make it work, but the more she nags it just makes me want to keep accepting gigs. If i could just have one night with Crystal I thought to myself walking to my dressing room.

"Hey, you ok" a voice said as I turned the corner nearly knocking the person over with my head down. Our eyes locked and for a moment the world stood still.

"Uuuhh yea, yea I'm good. My bad, you good?" I asked her with both my hands placed on her shoulders.

"I'm good. Thank you." She said with a smile completely stunning. I was like a deer in headlights I didn't know what to say. Thank God Kj walked up and freed me from this trance.

"Hey y'all. Hey bro I'll see you tomorrow right?" She asked me regarding a party she was throwing. I must admit Kj and Skyh knew how to throw a party and have a good time.

"Absolutely, I'll be there. It's always a time at one of you Skyh's events" I said reminiscing on the last one. Although it had been a month it was so much fun it felt like yesterday.

"I? Just you or is Shanice coming too again? And you know how we do? She said sticking her tongue out and doing a little dance. Crystal is coming this time as well. This should be fun huh!" Kj's question about Shanice in a the presence of Crystal pissed me off but I held my composure. I mean it was no secret that I'd been in a relationship for four years everyone knew that. It was just that now she'd changed and so did I! Over this past year we've drifted further apart. Not to mention I caught her up a few months back, I'll explain that later. I looked at Crystal and back at Kj.

"Oh yea, so the girl likes to party huh? Should be a lot of fun. I'm surprised she hasn't come before. I see you out gettin lit wit  yo friends. If you don't like us just say that" I joked making both them laugh. Regaining control of my body and shaking the awkwardness.

"My first invite but I will be there. I look forward to meeting your girl. Ima get going, I actually have to get ready for a dinner date. But see you guys tomorrow" I was shocked for a minute, a little jealous so to speak. A dinner date with who? I really wanted to pin her against the wall and ask who the fuck told her she could go anywhere. Then I had to remember she's not mine not even close! How am I even mad I got a whole woman at home. Kj said her goodbyes after Crystals last statement and walked away Crystal started to turn to walk away, but I grabbed her arm stopping her.

"Hey thank you for today on set you really calmed down and reassured me that I had it." I said hugging her. Big mistake she smelled so good and her skin was so soft. She hugged back and spoke lowly into my ear "it's no problem. We all have those days and need a lil push you got this" her voice and smell made my manhood rise at a high rate of speed. Usually I'd be embarrassed but I'm hung and I wanted her to feel me. And she did! With my member pertruding and pressed against her middle she slowly moved back and didn't waste any time focusing her eyes on him. She stayed fixated there for a moment before looking back up. Our eyes met and she blushed.

"Ill Uumm, um she stuttered and cleared her throat. I'll see you tomorrow night" Crystal said turning away. I insisted on walking her to her car although the studio was secure it just only felt right. We engaged in small talk for a few minutes as I stood outside her car speaking through her window. It was honestly the first time we'd talked one on one. She eventually said she had to go get ready for whatever wack ass dude and her dinner date so we parted ways.

That night I'd make it home around midnight because I didn't want to deal with Shanice. I went to a bar with a few of the Guys from set. The moment I walked through the door she started. So I did what any man would do. I stripped both our clothes off and fucked her real good. The only problem was I had to envision Crystal to even bust a nut.