Secret Addictions

Kj's Soirée Begins

"Babe why are you so nervous? You get like this anytime you invite someone new" Skyh said to me, in all honesty I am nervous. Anytime there's someone new I fear they'll judge me for how I like to party.

"Babe I knoooowwww, but Crystal is one of my best friends. Although I don't think she'll judge me or us for that matter but what if our friendship ends because of my lifestyle" I ask setting up for the party

"It'll be fine just like it always is! And it's like you said she's your friend. If she has questions just explain it to her. Even tho I think it's self explanatory" Skyh chuckled and hugged me. I mushed him in his head slightly disregarding what he said. Truth is I'm a wild girl. I dabble in a few drugs nothing to hard your occasional Molly and ecstasy to loosen up. I remember when I first invited some of the cast and all but DeVale were immediately accepting. He was sort of a stiff at first. But he eventually opened up and realized here you don't have to do what I do just have fun how you have fun. We have a motto "what happens at the blackout stays at the blackout". There are a number of people from all the shows at Tyler Perry Studios that come out and hang with us. I love the tight knit circle because never once has anything been leaked or made headlines. We have our fun cut loose and enjoy ourselves and leave. If anyone is too far gone they stay, we don't drive under the influence here. I'm just worried this will be too much for my friend. She's a gym rat and leads a healthy lifestyle, maybe I'm overthinking.

"I know I know I'm just in my own head. Look what came yesterday" I say excited showing Skyh something I'd ordered for the night. His eyes lit up like the sky on 4th of July. We continued to set up and left to get ready for the night. I shook the last minute jitters off and felt like myself again.

Crystals house

After last nights encounter before leaving the set and making it home I thought about how large his dick was. And how I wanted to feel him inside of me Joshua was above average and well endowed but he lacked the power to to give me a limp. I couldn't help but wonder if he could. The conversation at my car was slight but intriguing I wanted more I needed to know more about him. I didn't care that he had a girl she wasn't his wife and I wasn't exclusively dating Josh so that didn't matter to me either. I'm not a cheater but I was beginning to feel like it was ok. When I called Kayla lastnight and revealed everything that happened she didn't speak much on the topic. She did however say give Josh and I a fair shake and open up before opening up that can of worms. Once Josh made it to me and initiated that rudimentary sex it placed me back in my thoughts. Was this enough and what did my fine ass Cast mate have to offer. I decided to call Josh and let him know about the party. I asked him how he felt about goin to the party, he was a little skeptical as well and asked me if I was sure a million times. That always annoyed me when he did that.

"Josh I said it's fine! Im ok with it are you not ready for the world to know?" I ask him

" It's not that I'm not ready for the world to know it's that I know you're a private person and this would be inviting people into your business. I just want to be sure that you're sure."

" And I'm telling you for the 100th time yes I'm sure! "

" Ok I won't ask again. What time does the party begin? I'm assuming that you want us to pop out together?" Josh said making me laugh.

"Yes Josh Issa pop out. What time are you picking me up? It starts at 8 but you know i don't walk in until the party has already start partying" he laughed because im always fashionably late but he kind of hated it. He said he'd be to me by 9 and if I wasn't ready we'd leave when I was. I called Kj just to ask the attire and vibe for the night.

"Girl wear what you want. You always slay." She says gassing me up.

"Ok cool, um I think ima do this new dress I got the other day. Seems fitting for a small party"