It's one a.m. for me rn
I'm sick and overthinking and wondering what is wrong with me and why I don't have someone who unconditionally loves me
wondering how I'll manage to pass my finals that are in less than a month
wondering why I feel so alone and lost
wondering why my friends are fake
but most of all I'm wondering why I seem to be slowly shutting down. I feel no sadness anymore it's just a rush of endless thoughts in an endless loop.
