'I get the sense that it's a lost cause
I get the sense that you might really love her
This text gon' be evidence, this text is evidence
I try to ration with you, no morals or crimes of passion, but damn'
The male sat in his bed, it was about 3:30 a.m and he still was restless
was he anxious
probably...
Honestly, he couldn't tell how he was feeling at all
He didn't know if he was anxious, scared, excited
He knew nothing
Images of their bodies flooded his mind as he tried to rationalize why he was feeling this way, and then it hit him
It was simply guilt
He had felt guilty, as though this is the first time in ages as he felt this way
Niki was the type of guy who lacked empathy, but this feeling was so new and so strong that he started to cry in distress
He felt scared. he felt that sooner or later everyone would find out that he had killed his ex, and everyone would look at him as if he were a monster
But it wasn't his fault
He didn't try to kill her
At least that is what he would've told the police
He sat back and thought about everything, the night he killed his ex and her boyfriend, the looks on their faces, their begging, and pleading for their lives
Everything
And for the first time, he felt genuinely scared
Scared that when he would get caught that he would die and the holy creator would frown upon him in disdain and pass judgment upon him
Scared that he would end up in the same situation as his ex
terrified
No, no it simply can't be!
This is all just a joke, you are not afraid, everything will be fine, you won't get caught, you've done this plenty of times
He kept telling himself over and over again, hoping that it would give him some type of comfort
you've done this over and over again, you cant get caught, you're Niki Nishimura for crying sake, we don't ever get caught, ever
The male arose from his bed and went to the bathroom to splash water onto his face in hopes of him being able to calm down.
He ran the water, and threw the water onto his face, hoping and praying that he could snap back to reality.
He looked in the mirror, looking at himself, observing his face, his hair, his clothes, everything
Except something wasn't right.
His reflection wasn't his
I mean it was but there was this uncanny feeling that he could not shake off, as if it was more of a clone of himself or possibly something else.
He stood still observing ¨himself¨ as it started to speak
¨ you are going to get caught, and when you do, you will die a horrible death and ill be there to watch your whole plan fall into ruins¨ the reflection said while laughing maniacally
is this a dream?
am I dreaming?
This can't be real
There is no fucking way my reflection just said something to me
am I high?
yeah, yeah that's it, I'm just high
¨hello, can you talk?" The reflection spoke again
no. fucking. way
The poor guy fainted in disbelief
Once he arose from his unconscious state he came to the realization that he was still in the bathroom
so his reflection did speak to him
He looked at himself in the mirror but there was nothing weird about it this time, his reflection wasn't someone or something that looked like him, it was actually him
Niki then started to do his morning routine as he made his way out of the house to go to school
At school, the only thing that ran through his mind was this incident a few hours prior
The words repeated themselves over and over again, but the only thing that really stood out to him was his getting caught, and death
and not just any death
but an extremely brutal death
His hands sweated in nervousness
¨ back to earth Mr. Nishimura¨ The teacher called out
Except he couldn't focus
so many thoughts were eroding in his brain
It became hard for him to breathe, he shook constantly
It felt as if the world would cave in on him at any moment
He ran out of the classroom and went straight to the bathroom because he felt sick
He had felt so weak that he collapsed on the floor feeling helpless
Once he regained his strength. he stood up and looked in the mirror, where he felt the unpleasant and uncanny feeling again
and there it was, the ¨reflection¨
its eyes were pitch black with an unhuman-like smile that stretched from ear to ear
It was completely horrifying
Niki's eyes grew in horror at the sight
¨youll die soon, in the most gruesome way and ill be there to witness it¨ The reflection said in a voice deeper than any humans voice
to put it in simple terms, it wasn't human at all
it was more of an entity
like another self
another version of Niki that he had never seen before
and with that
he fainted.
WELL HELLO, YALL HAVENT HEARD FROM ME SINCE 2022
AND IM SORRY ABOUT THAT
UH WELL WE HAVE 6 MORE CHAPTERS LEFT UNTIL THIS PAIN IN THE ASS BOOK IS OVER
REMEMBER THIS WASNT SUPPOSED TO BE A LONG BOOK ANYWAY
LOVE YALL
BYEE
-Sese
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Kill Bill
Short StoryJust Niki Nishimura being the perfect yandere anyone could ask for