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'I get the sense that it's a lost cause
I get the sense that you might really love her
This text gon' be evidence, this text is evidence
I try to ration with you, no morals or crimes of passion, but damn'


The male sat in his bed, it was about 3:30 a.m and he still was restless

was he anxious

probably...

Honestly, he couldn't tell how he was feeling at all

He didn't know if he was anxious, scared, excited

He knew nothing

Images of their bodies flooded his mind as he tried to rationalize why he was feeling this way, and then it hit him

It was simply guilt

He had felt guilty, as though this is the first time in ages as he felt this way

Niki was the type of guy who lacked empathy, but this feeling was so new and so strong that he started to cry in distress

He felt scared. he felt that sooner or later everyone would find out that he had killed his ex, and everyone would look at him as if he were a monster

But it wasn't his fault

He didn't try to kill her

At least that is what he would've told the police

He sat back and thought about everything, the night he killed his ex and her boyfriend, the looks on their faces, their begging, and pleading for their lives

Everything

And for the first time, he felt genuinely scared

Scared that when he would get caught that he would die and the holy creator would frown upon him in disdain and pass judgment upon him

Scared that he would end up in the same situation as his ex

terrified

No, no it simply can't be!

This is all just a joke, you are not afraid, everything will be fine, you won't get caught, you've done this plenty of times

He kept telling himself over and over again, hoping that it would give him some type of comfort

you've done this over and over again, you cant get caught, you're Niki Nishimura for crying sake, we don't ever get caught, ever

The male arose from his bed and went to the bathroom to splash water onto his face in hopes of him being able to calm down.

He ran the water, and threw the water onto his face, hoping and praying that he could snap back to reality.

He looked in the mirror, looking at himself, observing his face, his hair, his clothes, everything

Except something wasn't right.

His reflection wasn't his

I mean it was but there was this uncanny feeling that he could not shake off, as if it was more of a clone of himself or possibly something else.

He stood still observing ¨himself¨ as it started to speak

¨ you are going to get caught, and when you do, you will die a horrible death and ill be there to watch your whole plan fall into ruins¨ the reflection said while laughing maniacally

is this a dream?

am I dreaming?

This can't be real

There is no fucking way my reflection just said something to me

am I high?

yeah, yeah that's it, I'm just high

¨hello, can you talk?" The reflection spoke again

no. fucking. way

The poor guy fainted in disbelief

Once he arose from his unconscious state he came to the realization that he was still in the bathroom

so his reflection did speak to him

He looked at himself in the mirror but there was nothing weird about it this time, his reflection wasn't someone or something that looked like him, it was actually him

Niki then started to do his morning routine as he made his way out of the house to go to school

At school, the only thing that ran through his mind was this incident a few hours prior

The words repeated themselves over and over again, but the only thing that really stood out to him was his getting caught, and death

and not just any death

but an extremely brutal death

His hands sweated in nervousness

¨ back to earth Mr. Nishimura¨ The teacher called out

Except he couldn't focus

so many thoughts were eroding in his brain

It became hard for him to breathe, he shook constantly

It felt as if the world would cave in on him at any moment

He ran out of the classroom and went straight to the bathroom because he felt sick

He had felt so weak that he collapsed on the floor feeling helpless

Once he regained his strength. he stood up and looked in the mirror, where he felt the unpleasant and uncanny feeling again

and there it was, the ¨reflection¨

its eyes were pitch black with an unhuman-like smile that stretched from ear to ear

It was completely horrifying

Niki's eyes grew in horror at the sight

¨youll die soon, in the most gruesome way and ill be there to witness it¨ The reflection said in a voice deeper than any humans voice

to put it in simple terms, it wasn't human at all

it was more of an entity

like another self

another version of Niki that he had never seen before

and with that

he fainted.




WELL HELLO, YALL HAVENT HEARD FROM ME SINCE 2022

AND IM SORRY ABOUT THAT

UH WELL WE HAVE 6 MORE CHAPTERS LEFT UNTIL THIS PAIN IN THE ASS BOOK IS OVER

REMEMBER THIS WASNT SUPPOSED TO BE A LONG BOOK ANYWAY


LOVE YALL

BYEE

-Sese

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