Lost and found| a Soukoku story.

why now?

Narrator pov

Dazai had a parrot(he got for kakira when he turned 3) he kept it because he was lonely(obviously) he didn't want to admit that he missed chuuya and kakira. Dazai had made his own mafia place. And he was the boss. He'd always look depressed at work though. but once he got home, he was a cheetah mixed with a elephant. He would be so excited to see his parrot named chu. Chu (to him) was a funny bird. He was perfect for dazai. Although, he still missed chuuya. Sometimes, he would question why he even left.

But why did he?

Chuuya and kakira went to the doctor's. Chuuya started to look a little sick to. It got to the point where chuuya was even sicker than kakira. Kakira got better but, chuuya was so goddamn sick, he fainted. He was rushed to the hospital, meanwhile kakira was crying and had to be watched by Atsushi and ranpo "he's gonna die!" "No he's not kakira. He'll be just fine" "BUT HE FAINTED" kakira said while sobbing. Chuuya wakes up after a while but he forgets the fact that dazai left. "Daddy!" Kakira yells and hugs.

Dazai is cleaning up his place untill he hears his parrot say "where? Where?" Dazai jumps at that. He forgot that his parrot was even there. He was so quiet for some reason untill now. "Wheres who?". "Wheres dazai?" "Uhm. Chu. Im right here." "Wheres dazai? Wheres dazai?" "IM HERE YOU STUPID BIRD" "wheres dazai? Wheres dazai? You stupid bird!". Dazais starts to sob " Im here..im here.". "wheres dazai? Wheres dazai... I want that bastard!" Dazais start to light up when the parrot says that. "Bastard. Oh my god. Chuuya."dazai starts to cry "Tell dazai that i think I'm dying." The parrot says. "Y-your not dying." "YOUR NOT DYING!" Dazai didn't want chuuya to die. Anyone but Him. Dazai grabs his car keys and starts running over to this door
"Tell dazai that i miss him."

Dazai slams the door right when the parrot says that. He moves at the speed of light over to his car. And starts going 40 miles per hour. He stops at chuuya's house but realizes that his car wasn't there. He starts driving to the hospital they would always go to. "Hello! Wha-" "Hello, im here for uh chuuya nakahara" "room 213." Dazai starts running all the way down to 213. But, he was scared to open the door, he didn't even want to touch the handle. He takes a deep breath and slowly opens the door. "Chuuya your not dyin-" one of the doctors stop when the door is opened. All eyes are on him. A tear falls out of chuuya's eyes and he faints once again. "oh my god. " Kakira says. Kakira knew about chuuya's scars. "Dad i-" Kaira sighs and decides to be angry.

"Why did you leave?" Dazai doesn't know why himself so he just says "because i thought your mother needed space." "Space? For like 7 years? Mom wanted you badly. And so did i. And your saying you left him to give him to give him space?" Atsushi decided to try and wake chuuya up. Chuuya wakes up while kakira is yelling at dazai " CAN'T YOU SEE? HE-" Chuuya grabs kakiras arm before he shows dazai his sh scars. Kakira storms out of the hospital room. Chuuya turns to look at dazai. "No.." chuuya refused to believe that dazai was there. "No no no no!" Chuuya starts shaking his his head rapidly. "Chuuya." He hugs chuuya. Chuuya sobs in his palms. He didn't want to believe it.  "Chuuya. Dazai is here now." "NO!" He didn't want to believe it because, who leaves for 7years and comes back now? "Just look at me chuuya." Chuuya turns to look at dazai and stares at him for a second. "Y-you bastard!" Chuuya grabs his clothes and changes in the bathroom. And leaves to find kakira. "Wait chuuya!"

You'll be getting cliff hangers for now on bc idk how to end these.

BTW THIS DOES NOT GO WITH THE ACTUAL STORY LINE OF BSD. CHUUYA AND DAZAI ARE BOTH 29. KAKIRA ISN'T A REAL PERSON IN BSD. HE IS MADE UP AND 10.