Chapter 3-Life sucks

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Joanna's POV:
I woke up earlier this morning than i used to.Something was bothering me. Was it my brother's mess? Was it my mom's exhausted eyes looking at me every night? Or was it bart,that made our lives miserable?
"Never-mind" i said and got into the shower.After having done my hair and my make-up i decided to do some revision because i don't want to fail this test,it's a very important one for this semester.
After i had finished my revision,i headed downstairs.
"Mmmm"what's that smell i thought.
My mom had made breakfast.
"Thanks,mom"i whispered
I decided to walk today.i wasn't in the mood for some jerks on the bus.
It was so nice,bright and early.So calm.My dream house was a house away from the hustle and bustle of the city,somewhere in a valley would be a perfect place.With my own garden,flowers and trees.Drinking my coffee early in the morning and reading my favorite book outside. All those dreams will come true after college. i will study Art and then i will have the life i always wanted.
Finally,got to school.Senior year equals growing up.And you don't have any idea how much i wanted that,being an adult was a goal i would accomplish successfully.
I was that kind of girl that had few friends didn't really talk to them instead i read a book. Lunch was the only time i had to catch up with them. They weren't really close to me but they were the closest thing i had to friends.
Pretty much every month i was reading a different book. You have no idea what you can learn by reading a book. When i was younger i only liked fiction books but when i read all the other types,i kind liked reading.
When i read i like to be alone otherwise i can't concentrate. And bullies pick up on those who are sitting alone or just being them. So yes i get bullied but i am used to now.
3 hours later
Third period was finally over and i could finally get to my book and continue reading.
I was reading my book when suddenly i heard something.
"Oh gosh" those bullies i told you about they were about to attack me.
"Oh what we got here"one of them said.
"Are you reading a book,is it an interesting one?" Said the tallest with a british accent.
"Let's see"and he took it.
"GIVE IT BACK" i yelled
"Or what?"
"Nothing"i whispered and looked down.I thought that if i ignored them,they would go away but they didn't.
"Oh guys,come see here i like this scene"
They were on a page i had highlighted some phrases.
"Do you like acting cause we are about to give life to this book" the british one said.
The book was about a slut which would find her soulmate and finally get back on her feet. And they were on the page where she meets the guy.
They took me to the locker rooms and made me read outloud.
"All you want is to fuck me" i said but it wasn't me it was the slut in the book.
"But i love you and you know it"
"All boys are the same, the all want the same"
"If so,what do i want?"
"Even if i believed you,what do you know about love? You're just a teenage boy"
"Love hurts,i know but also it heals.we can be together and leave behind all the shit. Our dreams will come true"
I wanted to cry and they were laughing and worst of all they were recording it.
It was my turn and i got the book,my bag and run away. i run home. i didn't want to go to school. i just wanted to cry.
I got home and found my brother in the same situation,stoned. He was skipping school but so was i. It wasn't time for a lecture. i needed something to forget. So instead of avoiding him and feeling more screwed up, i decided to join him.
"Sup with you?" Mark asked me.
"Do you mind if i hang out with you today?" I said.
"Come on,sit. Tell me what's wrong" he always knows when something was wrong with me.
I sat there and told him eveything. I've missed our little talks. I am lucky to have him as a brother,i hope he wakes up one day and stops doing that shit.
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New chapter, hope you like it(who ever reads it anyway) thanks for reading. See you on the next one.

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