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(S.S) paris

A/N: hi everybody, I'm tired, it's 3am, I can't sleep (insomnia), and I'm seasick, and I'm also with cramps. idc I need my Sadie sink daily dose.

Sadie: this letters
Y/N: normal letters

warnings: mentions of family issues, homophobia, LONG CHAPTER

*obs: do you guys shift? do you have any tips to me? I'm trying for a huge time I think over 2 years and all I got was dreaming about my dr
the pov will change a lot so PAY ATTENTION

SADIE POV

Next week will start the "dear zoe" filming, I thought it would be here in Los Angeles so I could stay with my wife and keep living in my apartament with her but I received a call from the director saying that it would be filmed at paris. At first I found it SO COOL I've never been at Paris before it would be an awesome new experience. But I remember i have to tell my partner, and that would not be easy, the filming will last for at least 7 months!!!

I decided to tell her when she got home, rn she's at target buying some supplies we need, and food obviously.

*1 hour later*

I was laying in the couch and heard the keys jingle at the door so I quickly got up and helped her way in
"seriously Sadie this target was FULL of people I got in line to pay for 20 minutes!!!" she said tiredly
"I'm so tired let's keep the things here and go to bed, we can  organize it later" she said taking of her shoes and coat "okay love I'm waiting you in bed" I said and came to bed and started to choose a movie while she take a bath

she got to bed "hi baby" "hi sweetie" "so I have to tell  you something" I said really nervous "what's up??" She asked sitting on the bed by my side  "so, um well
um" "say it sadie" she said giggling "well do you remember the dear Zoe filming that will start next week?" "yeah of course and also im so proud that you booked that lead role you wanted and im more exiting because you will film here in LA" it hurted hear her saying this "that's what I want to talk about actually"

"so, my filming will actually be in paris"
she look shook but she didn't say a word to me and that worry me a lot
"say something love" I said calmly so I'm not worrying her more. and she keep quiet but I noticed her eyes starting to tear up. but she quickly covered her face with her hands. I don't know what to do she doesn't say anything. it was a complete silence until
her phone started ringing.

She quickly grabbed it and get up from bed and walked away, she was at the hallway. I heard her saying "hi mommy" and that worried me, her mom never supported her being lesbian and always said that was a "phase" and she should learn to be straight and that always make her so sad and angry that her own parents don't support her. They didn't even got into our wedding, only her sisters and her little brother.

Y/N POV
(this letters= your mom
this letters= you)

I quickly grabbed my phone and got out of that room, when I got into the hallway I wiped my tears away and answer the phone. It was my mom, I actually expected this, it completed 1 month from my wedding, which one she didn't come and didn't talked to my after. She kept saying it was a phase and I was doing the wrong choice. Anyways I still love her.

"hi mommy" I said starting the conversation

"hello y/n" she said looking angry

"what's up?"

"I just called to ask if you have left that girl behind and got back to church and to be normal"

"but mom, I am normal and no I'm not letting Sadie behind never ever, I love her and she is now my wife even though you can't accept that"

"Y/N don't talk to your mom like that!! And didn't you noticed that you are just dating her because she is famous, I told you is a phase. I had that phase too I got a celebrity crush too and wanted to marry him but it was just a phase and it passed. And plus if I had marry my celebrity crush i would be so sad because he was a singer and had to tour around to world for months and leave me behind. You know that if you keep with that girl she's leaving you behind and will priorize her career" she said and at this point I was crying all again because she wasn't wrong

"it's just that you had to say?" I asked  trying to get rid of my crying voice

"Not just, I wanted to tell you that our town church will be having a camp to help people to get trough this phase and follow the religious way. And I signed you up, I don't want you to be like that your life and go to hell, at the end of everything you are still my daughter and I don't want you to be a disappointment to this family anymore" I'm so fucking tired of my mom being like this.

"bye mom" I said with my voice cracking and hung up. Then I just ran downstairs to the couch and started sobbing  while hugging my knees and getting my hair all over my wet face.

SADIE POV

I was with a suitcase open on my bed, starting to pack up what I'll need for next week and that's actually 4 days away. Then I heard a sob coming from downstairs I ran to the living room and there she was, holding her knees with hair all over her face.

"omg y/n what happened" I said calmly and slowly walking to her, trying not to scare her

"it's nothing" her voice broke

"no one cry for nothing love" I said hugging her tightly

"it's just that my mom keep telling me that I am a disappointment and I should be back at home and at our church" she tried to wipe her tears but more of them streamed down her cheek.

"oh sweetie you know that not true, they love you so much" i hugged her more tightly and grabbed her to my side like a teddy bear

Y/N POV

I felt so safe in Sadie's arms that I just closed my eyes and relaxed. Then I heard her say:
"I have an ideia" she said getting up from the couch and walking to our room "what is it?" I said following her and wiping my tears

"we are staying in Paris" she said while putting some of my clothes on the suitcase

"what??" I said

"to get away from your parents, I thought wow, if I could take this in a shot right now"

"I don't think that we could work this out" I said because this is a crazy plan. Then she just grabbed my wrist and pulled me to the staircase of the building we live. She knows this is my favourite place ever. then she just opened the staircase door showing the rooftop of the building, our place.

"out on a terrace" she said happily

"I don't know if it's fair but I thought: how could I let you fall by yourself while I'm wasted for someone else" she came closer and held my both hands.

Then she put one of her hands on the necklace she got me and she has one matching, on hers it says "if we go down" and on mine it says "then we'll go down togheter"

"If we go down" she held  her necklace
"we will go down togheter"I answer her