Austin Mahone's Mafia

The past is in the past

I sighed deeply 3am running my hands over my face I could feel the little droplets of sweat on my face another night dreaming about him another night spent alone another night missing him

It's amazing how much things have changed I've moved back to Miami it was a really hard thing to do but I brought myself to do so my parents weren't mad at me they somehow put it past them my sister got married and I missed her wedding I felt really shitty but she told me it was alright I have a niece she's adorable Brittany

I've been trying to turn my life around for the better everything has been so messed up but I'm still fixing it piece by piece I got to college know with alex we have all the same classes my parents do me the favor of paying for the condo because school basically consume my life 3-9 then flooded with homework the 4 hours I get off I get to see him I cherished those hours

Things have changed a lot and I don't really like it ever since Vegas its just not the same i luckily got off because of my clean record but Carters outcome was anything but good

2 1/2 years spent In a tiny cell after everything's that happened all the shit he's gone though the police finally caught up to him basically finding out it was him

I still remember the day in court the judge read through his file and I didn't know half of what was happening I didn't even come to think he would do any of those things his face has been glued in my mind the disappointed look made me wanna cry

Another sad thing was when I came back to Miami i reunited with alex seeing Zach was gone was heartbreaking he told Rob and jay that we were in Vegas because he threatened to kill him he went back to Texas so I was told but no one has heard from him since

Times have changed though I've been loving those three hours a week I spend with him in the beginning it was pure torture seeing him come out with handcuffs on and an orange jumpsuit he would hug me tight like he never wanted to let go and I never did he always looked so lost like he didn't know what to say

It started where I could only talk to him through a thick sheet of glass it wasn't even real but then he was allowed the privilege of seeing me In person He had this really nice guard that I would see only on wendsdays he would always give us an extra 10 minutes together and he even once told me he had a picture of us next to his bunk he described it as the one I made him set as his lock screen back in Vegas I smiled at that because he knew I loved that picture

Tonight was the final visit before he was released I was nervous and excited at the same time I just hoped it could go back to normal because I don't even wanna bring up anything that has happened in the past

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I admired my outfit in the mirror just some jeans and a tee I got back in Vegas Carter liked it so he bought it for me lets get wild in Vegas it said it was this dark maroon color slinging my bag over my shoulder I skipped down the stairs to the fridge

I grabbed a water and collected the books off my counter 5:45 alex would be here any second he always comes at this time

"Knock knock Tori" he yelled like everyday

"It's open"

He came inside throwing his bag on the island grabbing a cup of coffee he was wearing joggers and a tee

"Shall we get to class" he said

"I assume so"

The campus was big but we travel the same route everyday this is te class we dreaded because the teacher was a bitch and it was on the other side of campus and Every class it seemed to be super hot on the walk their not to mention we were late almost every time because the stupid elevator stalls and they've been painting the stairs for like 4 months know

We were always in a rush running to the familiar building but we never seemed to make it

"Constancio jai late the both of you yet Again" the teacher said marking it down I rolled my eyes making my way to the to seat

When the class was over alex followed me out as usual

"Your seeing Carter today right?"

"Yeah why"

"Can I come" he mumbled

"Huh"

"Can I come this time with you"

"Sure I don't mind"

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The guard called us in and told us to follow him to the same room I always met him in my eyes fell upon him he was sitting their Playin with something on the table he looked lost today like their was nothing going on in his head me and alex sat across from him with smiles Carter looked at me first and then to alex

"Hi" i whispered

"Hi" he giggled back

I missed him I wanted nothing more than to just hug him but the guards didn't really allow that Carter would always sneak a kiss in but your would hear "easy mahone" making me laugh every time

"How are you" I said but he didn't answer me he just looked off

"What's the matter" I said again

"Carter"

"What" he snapped

"What's wrong"

"Nothing I just can't wait to leave and be with you" he said reaching over to me

"You have been with me though Carter"

"No I haven't" he yelled pushing the chair into the wall "look where we are where I am ive been Locked up here with no one to protect you bullshit"

"Woah mahone sit down know" the guard yelled

"I don't need your input" he sassed

"Carter seriously sit" alex said

"No one asked you to come" he shot

"Woah that's Unnecessary" I said

"Shut up" he growled

"What the hell is the matter with you Carter why are you getting so worked up over it you've been their for me in my heart I knew you were never gonna leave me and you didn't you won't"

"No im not loosing you again" he said calmer

"Exactly im not loosing you either"

"Theirs no one to be with you don't you get that Tori"

"I have alex" I said but I shouldn't have

"Oh then fuck you go be with alex no one even asked him to come why did you drag him along why know so you can fill me in on you guys new relationship" he screamed

"Let's go mahone" the guard said cuffing carters hands behind his back pulling him out of the room

When the door closed I put my hands over my face sighing deeply

"I'm sorry for coming" alex said

"No don't be sorry theirs something bothering him it had nothing to do with you he would have picked a fight with me too" I said

"Let's just go home we'll see him on Monday"