•PrettyLittleLies•

How hard is it really?•one•

How hard is it really? To have someone there for you, every second off every single day. Being there for you since day 1. Never feeling asif I actually loved him this much, I guess it's true now it's all over. I've never felt so much pain in my whole life. Watching you grow for 2 years, happy together then we get thrown away. I took ten million bullets in my heart letting you walk away from me, you hate me but I still love you. Nothing is going to change at all! You are the love off my life! I love you with all my heart, not anyone is going to scare me out off it. Every day, I have to see his face, his gorgeous smile, his laugh. My heart crunches up instead, feeling my lungs clump together as I see him laugh without me. Thinking if that could still be me if I hadn't off messed with his head. Little things can throw a true 2 year relationship away. Only for the fact that it wasn't little things, it was things I needed him to comfort me on. All the pretty little lies, people un-happy trying to ruin my life. Thinking I have a chance in having you back... But do I really? Is that just lies? Getting my hopes up on something that is just a dream, trying to wake up but it's not happening. I didn't think I'd ever feel this way before. The amount off time we have waited for eachother, and id do absolutely anything in this whole entire would, even if it was for 1 minute is to just be in your arms one more time and have our lips touching again. I know I'm not that person anymore! I know I'm 100% sure on who I am and what I want, and I want you! Not to mess you around but to love you&to be hand in hand, growing up with you, taking large steps in life with you! Forever is a long time when you know you have someone by your side, it's a short life when someone ruins it for you.