•PrettyLittleLies•

Feelings •three•

When I say I don't know how I feel. It'll just all be a lie. I can't cope most off times. I'm back at route one again. When someone you love tells one off your friends "I never want her back" it hurts, too much that I can handle. I'm not saying you don't know how I feel, cause I don't know that. One thing I know for sure is that you won't exactly feel that way forever, I have felt like this for 6 months, he was my everything and he still is, but I'm still here pushing and keeping strong. I am on the brink off doing something I don't want to do and would know how much it'd hurt others, the thing I need most right now is pain. I can't stop crying, it all comes out. I can't control it at all because off how much he means to me. My feelings have all come out now it's all over. My friends tell me "you'll get him back"
"He will regret it"
And all off that, but the thing is... I won't. He doesn't want me. I don't know what I've done, I've tried my hardest, I've improved and still nobody wants me. Suicidal attempts get to me, it's all just too strong.