Third Person P.O.V
"Sinabi mo man lang ba sa kanya ang rason kong bakit?"- Tanong ni Bea kay Max
"I can't find a word to say it to him, di ko man lang siya maharap"- Paliwanag ni Max
"Pero mahal mo siya diba?" - Napatingin si Maxine kay El
Matagal bago siya sumagot~
"Di ko alam" - Max
Natauhan sila ng mag Salita si Ate Susan.
"Max halina kayo't ka kantahan na sila Fiona at Faith" - Sabi ni Ate Susan ng pumasok siya sa kwarto ni Max
It's Fiona and Faith's birthday and narito sina El, Bea and Lucy para makipag celebrate sa birthday ng kambal.
After nang kasiyahan ay umuwi din naman sila~
"Hey make sure you come back okay"-
"I will"- Max nag paalam na sila at naiwan si Maxine
Habang nag kakasiyahan pa yung mga tao ay napag tanto ni Maxine na wala sa baba yung ama niya kaya pumunta siya sa silid nito para tignan-
Maxine P. O. V
"Tay, masama po ba ang pakiramdam ninyo?" - Tanong ko sa kanya ng makalapit ay nakita kong may hinahawakan siyang litrato at sa ina ko yun- Natauhan ako ng mag salita si tatay
"Alam mo pinagdesisyonan naming mag hiwalay kami ng ina mo I never stop praying that one she would come back to me to us"- Umupo ako sa tabi niya
"Sadya talagang totoo yung kasabihang mapapagod at mapapagod ka kakahintay, di dahil di mo na siya mahal ko kundi tinitanggap mo nalang na kong bumalik at kaya mo pang tanggapin maging masaya ka nalang para sa kakabuti ng pamilya mo"-
"Kaya kong tanggapin ulit ang ina mo kong sakaling bumalik siya pero para nasa inyo yun tatanggapin ko siya dahil ina ninyo parin siya at naging asawa ko. Nag hihinayang lang ako dahil di ko man lang siyang pinag laban di ako lumaban ulit ng nakikita kong sinusubukan niya"-Napatingin saakin si tatay at hinawakan ang kamay ko
"At natatakot akong matulad ka saakin dahil nakikita ko mismo, takot kang umibig dahil sa sakit ng nakaraan at kasalukuyan"-
"Itatak mo sa isip at puso mo na kong ang pag ibig man ang nag papasakit at dahilan kong bakit takot kang umibig ulit tandaan mong pag ibig rin ang lunas sa lahat ng sakit at pait"-
Few days nasa kompanya ako bakit? May inaasikaso kami kasama si maam Diana.
"Right I'll check it for you so you can be free Max"-
"Thank you maam Diana"-
"Naku wala pa to sa lahat ng tulong mo saakin"- Napangite lang ako sa sinabi ni maam Diana ilang sandali ay nakita ko si Lucy and El sa labas ng opisina ni maam Diana
"Well I guess they are waiting for you"-
"Thank you ulit"- Sabi niya saka umalis na rin ako at nakangiting lumapit sa kanila
"So san mo gustong mag new year? We can go wherever you want to go"- Tanong ni Lucy habang palakad kami papasok sa elevator
"I'll be having a new year with family"- Sabi ko
"Awhh can we come?"- El
"Of course you all can dalhin nyo pa yung jowa nyo"- Sabi ko
"YES!!"-
"Ohh, sabihan natin si Bea im sure she will be happy to hear this"-Lucy igsaktong bumukas yung elevator ay bumungad saamin si Austin at Dan kasama si Tricia na nakapalupot sa kanya.
Napatingin ako kay Austin at ganon din naman siya natauhan lang ako ng mag salita sina El at Lucy
"G-good afternoon sir"- Bati nila El at Lucy
"Hi manager Max"- Biglang bati ni Tricia
"H-hi"- Sabay din non ang pag labas nila at lumakad kaya pumasok na kami sa elevator and I was still looking at him while he is walking hangang sa masara na yung pinto ng elevator
"That cold stare its freezing"- El
"Tsk, he is been so cold this past few days"- Sabi din ni Lucy di ko na lang siya pinansin
I was going to talk to him and just clear things up before going back to hometown pero sadyang wala akong lakas ng loob para makausap siya o makaharap man lang. I know I am a coward I run when love comes after me
Natauhan ulit ako ng bumukas yung pinto ng elevator at bumungad saamin si Javen-
"Its been a long time since we talk"-
We are in a kind of play ground where we first met well I finally decided to talk to him, Its hard to talk to someone you thought you will love for the rest of your life specially Javen.
"Sorry I was just finding a strenght to talk to you"- I said nakita ko naman umiwas siya
"Yeah, I know how are you I heard some rumors that you are dating mister Austin"- I look at him
"We are not dating"- Sabi ko na tahimik kami saglit
"Im sorry to make you come this way to just apologize sincerly, I was stupid to even do that I am really sorry Maxi pinag sisihan ko na yung nagawa ko"- I was just listening to him saying sorry for what he did just to satisfy my broken past to heal but still is was not enough-
"I did--"-
"I am sorry too Javen"- He look at me straight
"I was so afraid that I coudn't fullfil your love, you don't do anything wrong Javen I was the one who untrust my love for you dahil natatakot akong iwan mo ako. Hindi dahil sa yun ang nakikita ko sa pamilya ko kundi yun mismo sa ang nakikita ko sa sarili ko"- Sabi ko sa kanya
"Di ko rin kasi alam kong pano mag mahal ano ba dapat gawin? Dapat ba masasaktan ang isa saatin dapat bang may umalis kong di mapupunan ang pag mamahal na dapat maibigay? Kailangan bang mag pa raya kong di na mahal ang isa't isa?"- This my tears began to fall
"Maxi"-
"Im so sorry Javen I lost us, I lost your love for me, I lost our future to be together"- Di ko na maiwasang mapaiyak talaga hinawakan niya ang mukha ko at pinapahiran ang mga luhang kumawala
"You don't have to Maxi maybe it was just a part of our life that we won't be really together, it hurts yes it is but we just have to accept that and move on and we are sorry about us"-
I do feel sad about how we end up- We we're happy back then I just don't feel myself and to all that happened to me and my family I just crush and fall into the deepest hole that nobody save me.
April P.O.V
Habang nasa kotse kami ngayon ni Lucy at tinatanaw sina Maxine at Javen di ko mapigilang di mapaiyak sa kanilang dalawa- Although they're engage life was a little tough but I know Max did her best to survive to all her trauma.
Yes they we're engage back then all remember was they we're really happy together not until her parents separated and her mother had a new family it was tough for Max and her father and I feel sorry for her-
Natauhan nalang ako ng mag salita si Lucy-
"Let's go"- Lucy
"Y-yeah"- Sang ayon ko saka pinaandar na yung kotse at umalis
