Cold Possessive Professor Husband【JJK】

Part 11

Y/n: *sobs* Eomma Appa why did you leave me... *Sobs* I am hurt rn my hand hurts so much but i cant tell anyone except turtle and chim that I am hurt.. i have no one to hug when i am feeling low.. *sobs* and i even had to marry at a age I didn't even wanted to.. My husband... Jeon Jungkook..
*When jk heard his name he got a little shocked*

Y/n: He... He doesn't even care for me or love me.. he hates me*sobs* I cant even sleep on bed.. or cuddle him like every other couples do... Cant share my feelings with him that i love him...*sobs*
*Jk got shocked but continued to listen everything*

Y/n: I-i am so ugly and it hurts me too... It hurts me sooooooo much!! I am soo fucking ugly and i know that very very well!!
Jungkook doesn't even deserve me...
I am like moon *chuckled bitterly* beautiful only when far and scars on my face when close..*sobs hardly* He deserves someone more beautiful and sweet than me.. i am at my lowest rn!! I am.... So low.... So much...
I-I dont want to force jk... I cant kill his happiness.. Oh no... I have to cook food for him what am i doing here!!
*Washed her face when jk ran from there pretending he doesn't know anything*

Jk pov..

I-i never thought Y/n hates herself this much... She always feels so lonely... I didn't knew she is soo broken inside and has burried so many feelings in her heart.... S-she loves me... Idk what to do...

Y/n entered room with a smile and with food... Trying to hide pain of her hands..
But jk knew it...

Jk: *came to her and took everything out from her hand* Leave it.. you dont have to do anything.. since.. i am responsible for this wound i have to take care of it...

Y/n: But-

Jk: -You talk too much.. *mimickring*

Y/n: *Laughs* That's my line

Jk: *smiles*

Y/n: *shocked* huh...

Jk: What happened?

Y/n: N-nothing... I never saw you smile before..

Jk: Oh did i just smiled?

Y/n: mhm... *Laughs*

Jk: hm ok..

Y/n: Jk..... I-i want to go outside...

Jk: With jimin and Jisoo?

Y/n: No... I just want to be alone rn...

Jk: Why..

Y/n: Idk i just want to be... Bye take care of yourself.. please *empty face*

Jk: ok go..

Y/n left house very empty hearted...

Y/n reached a bar...

Y/n: I... Want to get drunk today *smiles brokenly*

She continues to drink so much...

Jimin reached Y/n house with jisoo..

Jk: Why are u both here?

Jimin: Where is Y/n?...

Jisoo: She isn't responding to our texts or calls.. is she ok?

Jk: She is not at home.. she left somewhere alone...

Jimin: SHE NEVER EVER LEAVE ALONE... *rans to car*

Jisoo: Ahh i hope she is not at bar or....

Jk: Or where!?

Jisoo: She oftenly gets depressed of certain reasons.. and then she either gets drink so much and visits roof of highschool where she sits alone crying all night...

Jk: W-WHAT........*rushes to his car*