Cold Possessive Professor Husband【JJK】

Part 40

(Next Day)

---Time Skips to afternoon ---

Y/n was laying down on a couch like a dead body while scrolling through Instagram when she opened Jisoo's account randomly and saw a new post which had four slides of some pictures wait she is not alone..she is with a friend name jennie according to her tag list

!!posts!!

(SLIDE 1)
Caption: Aw my cute friend!!

(SLIDE 2)
Caption: Bet you haven't seen any cuter cat duo ❤️

(SLIDE 3)
Caption: Aw baby mandu wants a hug

(SLIDE 4)
Caption: cuddle cuddle 🤗

Y/n feels jealous and doesn't feel alright but she doesn't wanna upset jisoo so she just sighs and comments cute on the post

Then later received a text from Jisoo casually...

!!Texts!!

Jisoo:
HEYYYY

Y/n:

Hi

Jisoo:
So remember one time we posted a pic together!!!!! That was so cute

Y/n:
What about it?

Jisoo:
My friend wants to see it

Y/n:
So..?

Jisoo:
So? Your account is private 😭 She cant see it

Y/n:
So screenshot it...

Jisoo:
Ugh my phone is hanging so much while taking screenshot 😭😞 please do something

Y/n:
Oh Goshhh ok then ask her to follow me and then see it

Jisoo:
Oh....nice idea wait.

Y/n:
Hmm

Y/n just layed on couch feeling like she should not live and to make herself more depressed she went towards mirror and lifted up her bangs she cut herself in order to hide her scars of forehead

When she saw her face after a long time she again felt very insecure

She thought "ofc i cant be the only one in anyone's life why am i being so dramatic right.... I dont even have any right to order anything to someone... Ofc why would i? I am ugly as hell *laughed when a tear left her eye* Why my fucking heart is feeling heavy ugh.... COME-ON Y/N WHY ARE U SUCH A FALIURE!!!!!! SUCH A PATHETIC LOOSER YOU ARE!! you are ugly, lonely, lazy, bad at studying, tbh FALIURE in every fucking thing.. I dont even know why i am living"

Negative thoughts caught up in her mind just from a picture of jisoo with jennie and a minor injury on her heart made her reconsider all depressing things in her life

She felt like someone had put a heavy rock on her heart and is holding her breath cuz she feels like she will run out of oxygen when a thought came running to her mind to even depress her more huh

"Oh no where is Jungkook...oh oh OHHHH Y/N SUCH A BAD WIFE YOU ARE TOO!!!!!! Jungkook clearly didn't deserves such a FALIURE like me.... sometimes i think i ruined his life...but i can't even run away because.................... because i love him so much but why am i being so selfish UGH
Y/N INDEED YOU ARE A FUCKING FALIURE"

Y/n didn't felt ok......at all and here we go again she got up and searched for jungkook in the house and founded out he was sleeping soundly as he was tired from teaching so many kids and after seeing his beautiful face she felt even more bad as if someone stabbed her.

"I cant just leave him alone... I will just go to bar and drink myself till i pass out broken heart anywhere but before that i have to do chores so he dont have to do it... I dont want him yo wake up and see no one at home and also no food.... I can't leave him empty stomach"

She cleaned house quietly and cooked food while baby jk was still sleeping and then Y/n took her phone and purse as she left the house and sent a text to Jungkook

~Jungkookie..jagiya i am not at home as you know...so dont be worried i am at a friend's house and don't worry its a female friend...eat well and take care... I might even do a sleepover so baby dont wait for me ok? Be a good boy!!! I love you~

She lied just so he will be relaxed..

Author Note:  ok.....so i am also feeling exactly like Y/n lol and that's why i wrote such a depressing part but tbh this part was just a way to communicate with you guys .

Y'all changed 😢 many of my readers left me i guess because now barely any one comments or like my story

Am i doing that bad? Or i am less loving y'all like before?

But it honestly hurts so much that before when i used to upload a part I would receive lots of comments and votes and love from Y'all so quickly.... Now its not as before

Am i not enough?
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Please dont do it to me i cant bear it i will break apart

I feel so bad as if my story isn't good now

I am sorry

Well i still love y'all

Bye 😞🔫