Now both facing the ceiling, you try to catch your breath.
The only thing that's here in the room is your heavy breathings in the darkness.
Suddenly all the pleasure of before leaves space to the embarrassment and the questions in your heads.
"What...
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"What are we gonna do now?"
That's the last thing you remember.
Even though you're completely aware of what happened all you got are blurred visions about last night. It's like your mind doesn't wanna accept that but neither let it go. It felt rightly good and new, yet wrong and familiar. Never in your life you thought it would be something you'll do with him. Yes, you had a crush at school and maybe thought about kissing him once or twice, but that was it , so it's quite embarrassing how fast you threw yourself into his arms last night. Who knew that one day , completely out of contest , you were gonna end up having sex.
Everything and nothing about last night is swallowing you slowly in your thoughts, your mind is such a mess right now that you have no idea what to do. Sure Jimin wasn't of any help since he left before you could wake up and talk about it. He disappeared in a puff like he always does after a night out and today he's leaving with the guys for New Year's Eve so you can't talk about it till he comes back. The only thing you hope is for him not to treat you like one of the other girls he usually hooks up with.
But that would be stupid cause you're best friends.. right?
He wouldn't treat you like everyone else. Maybe it's for the better that he left before you woke up, so you both can have time to let that linger and reorganize your thoughts, to get thru this together.
But he said he didn't wanted a one night stand anymore, and sure that can't be with you.. cause it's you! Does he want a relationship? With you? Maybe that's why he was so weird all night , and that's why he kissed you. You two dating...that would be weird... but it would make sense. You already know each other in all the praises and defects and you love being together, he's funny cause you both laugh for the same kind of silly jokes, he's caring , even tho sometimes he treats you like a baby, and he's hot so maybe the idea doesn't really bother you.
"Earth calls Y/N" Han waves a hand in front of your face trying to wake you up from your thoughts. You're in the middle of the bar counter with an empty tray in your hands , but you're zoning out lost deep in your mind.
You shake your head to take your thoughts away and bright an apologetic smile to him "Sorry"
You came here early before the opening to prepare the club for tonight but your mind playing tricks doesn't allow you to work properly.
Drying the glasses in his hands with a towel , he can't help but notice how distracted you are today "What's on your mind? You're good?"
"Yeah I'm okay" you reply but a deep breath unconsciously coming out from your mouth makes it less believable.
He tosses the towel away , jumps at the other side of the counter and squeezes his eyes coming closer to your face
"Who was it? Who made you sad, huh? Tell me right now, cause I'm gonna.......well, I can't fight, I'm sorry but I can give you a hug" he finishes with arms wide open and you don't hesitate a second to get into them and embrace him very tight in a heartwarming hug.
