TRUE LOVE (BTS sope ff)

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(Things didn't go as youngi wanted, his father came back to korea, when youngi saw him his world stopped for a moment, he was breathing heavily remembering everything that he was trying hard to forget, he was scared, angry, disgusted and sad, but with the help of his boyfriend he managed all those feelings, he was happy that he is finally getting over it, but sadly his happiness didn't last for too long.
Youngi had a meeting in a restaurant with some new partners, when he was done and was about to go to his car he met his father who was waiting for him, but this time youngi wasn't scared so he said confidently )

Youngi(cold voice): what are you doing here? Leave right now and never show me your face again!

Mr Min: please just hear me out !! Give just five minutes!!

Youngi(sigh): fine I will give you five minutes, what do you want?

Mr Min: look!! Let's live together, I will find your mother and we will be a family again!

Youngi(laughing): family? Live together? Did you finally lose your mind or your memory!? Did you forget what you did to me? You are a monster! You are a psychopath!! You are the one who destroyed everything, you ruined everything! You ruined us! You ruined our family and now you are back trying to fix it don't make me laugh! Look i'm not going anywhere with you leave from here!

Mr Min: son plea-(he got cut by youngi)

Youngi(shouts): DON'T CALL ME YOUR SON!! I'm not a son of a monster like you , you are a disgusting man, I fucking hate you, I will never forgive you for what you did to me ever, I will never live with you so go away from here!

Mr Min(sigh): so i guess I don't have any other choice.

(Youngi looked at him confused)

Mr Min: well you know how I married your mother?! No right? Well but you already know that your mom never loved me, but have you ever asked youself why? it's because she was in love with another man, but I loved her at the first sight and I wanted her but she rejected me. So you know what I did? (Laughs like a psychopath) I killed the man she loved and bought her dad's company, and I told him if he wanted his company back he had to let me marry his daughter, so he accepted and she is your mother now. (Smirk)

(Youngi was so shocked from what he just heard from his so called father.)

Youngi: y-you are sick! You are fucking crazy! You are a psyc-(his father cut him)

Mr Min(smirk): Oooh boy tell me more interesting things like you know I heard you are dating that energetic man, what was his name again? Emm Aah yes Jung hoseok! And you call him jhope! Right?

(Youngi froze in his place his face paled)

Youngi(shouted loudly): DON'T YOU DARE TO TOUCH HIM!!

Mr Min: well this is on you if you want me to not touch your lovely boyfriend or his parents or your precious friends you should come with me, cause as you said before i'm crazy and I can do anything to get what i want even if it includes blood!

Youngi: You are sick! You are really sick!!

Mr Min: ooh I know that very well your mother used to tell me that alot, okey now let's go or else tomorrow you will find you lover and his family and also your beloved friends bodies without a soul.

(Youngi looked at him with angry, disgusted, and broken eyes, he couldn't believe that this is happening right now, his whole world crushed infront of him, and one more time he was reminded by his dark past when he was weak and couldn't do anything to protect himself, now atleast he has the choice to protect his loved ones)

Youngi(broken voice): g-give me one more week and I will g-go with y-you.

Mr Min(smiles happily): okey son! Now I just need to find your mother and we will be a great family again!

(Youngi looked at him with a disgusted face and mumbled " crazy psycho " and then he left from there, in his way he was crying really hard, he couldn't go home in that moment cause he knows he will not be able to control his emotions, he needed to calm down first, so he went to their secret place in the beach, he cried and cried and cried, he couldn't believe that he had to leave his lover and all his precious friends, he was really broken, after sometime he went back home where he found all his beloved ones waiting for him, worried about him, his heart ached knowing that he had to leave them, he was about to cry again but somehow he controlled himself. In the following days all youngi was thinking about is that he will not be able to see them again, in the lase day he took hobi on a date, they repeated their first date, they were so happy but in the end of the day youngi couldn't take it anymore he finally broke down knowing that his time with his boyfriend that he loves the most is about to end, he cried alot and apologized cause he knows that he will break jhope's heart so bad and this hurted him so much, then he made hobi drunk and took him home, he stared at him for a really long time not believing that this was the last time he will see his lover, he took his clothes and wrote a note to hobi where he asked him to find someone else which broke his heart even more, he kissed him for the last time and left he knew he will hurt him so bad, but getting hurt is better than getting killed.
He left with his father to Germany, his life with his dad was a living hell, at first his father treated him well but after sometime and due to all his frustration because he coudn't find his wife he started abusing him again, youngi was strong but he didn't resist, he thought he deserved it for hurting his friends and breaking jhope's heart, after a while youngi became depressed he started cutting his arms cause he wanted to punish himself. He was broken, and day by day ge became more cold and empty, his father always beats him and tells him hurtfull things like: "you are just like me, we share the same blood so if I was a monster then so you are!! You are just like me , we are the same, we ruin everything we touch, we broke the people we love we destroy them!! , you are just like fire you burn everyone who came closer to you ..." youngi was hearing those words every single day and at some point he started believing them and he was scared that he will hurt the people he loves the most which made him even colder.
There are times when Mr Min got drunk and started touching his son inappropriatally but youngi always pushes him really hard and locks himself in his room that was a red line he wouldn't let it happen, not again. Just like that two years passed, for youngi it was a pure hell. After sometime Mr Min started getting sick, and also he had some mental problems after he finally realized what he did to him, he kept apologizing to youngi day and night, and telling him that he was just lying he isn't like him he is different, he kept saying sorry almost everyday, but youngi said that he will never ever forgive him. Mr Min was about to go crazy, he was so guilty and regretted everything he did and at some point he couldn't take it anymore so he killed himself infront of youngi who was looking at him with an emotionless face he didn't help him he could have but he didn't want to.
In this two years and a half to keep himself sane youngi was working day and night like a robot, he was making himself busy so he wouldn't think about anything or anyone, he became Mr Z and he was helping his Ex friends's company all the time.
Youngi came back to korea to finish his work with the korean companies he was partners with so he can leave the country and its people forever. At this point he was scared that he will ruin their life if he came closer to him so he decided to leave and never come back. But then he met them again, and he met jhope the love of his life again, he made eye contact with him, and his heart forgot how to work, after seeing him again after all this time all he wanted to do is to run to him and hug tightly wanting to feel his warm body on his cold one again, but then he remembered his dad's words so he broke the eye contact quickly and avoided him for the rest of the meeting, youngi didn't want to hurt him anymore, he thought that jhope deserves all happiness and his happiness is not with him and he will be happier if he was with someone else who isn't complicated like him, he knew that being with him will only hurt him more and more but today after jin's speech youngi was broken, he cried so much but then he thought his hyung was right in every word he said, and this is the right thing to do he needs to leave hobi, he wanted him to move on and find someone else who will love him and make him happy, eventhough this will break his heart so damn much ...)

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