TRUE LOVE (BTS sope ff)

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Youngi(shouted): WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING HERE ??!

lisa: emm y-youngi please calm down, your mother wants to talk you!

(Youngi glared at Lisa angrily and said with a cold voice)

Youngi: I don't have a mother, please tell her to leave since i'm still talking nicely.

Mrs Min(crying): please son-(she got cut by youngi)

Youngi(shouted): I'M NOT YOUR SON!! Don't call me that. Why are you even back? Huh?! because you knew he is dead? Please leave from here I don't wanna be rude to you.

Mrs Min: i'm so sorry please forgive me!

Youngi (angry): you are sorry?! You want me to forgive you? You fucking left me alone with that monster and now you are saying sorry?? ARE YOU KIDDING ME?? Why did you even give birth to me if you were going to treat me like that ?!

(Mrs Min was just crying, youngi looked at jhope and smile softly and said)

Youngi: since i'm finally ready to open up to hobi and the guys let's talk about the past then(he looked at his mother and continue) you know what happened when you left?! He got crazy, he started beating me everyday until I pass out, and you know when he got drunk he beated me harder like crazy I was feeling like dying.

Mr Min(crying): i'm really sorry I didn't know he would abuse you too! Please forgive me!

(Everyone was crying really hard, jhope felt like his heart was tearing apart)

Youngi: stop apologizing to me, that will not change what happenend.

Mrs Min: but still i didn't know he would beat you.

Youngi: he didn't just beat me.

(Everyone looked at him with confused faces)

Youngi: HE RAPED ME!!

(silence!.. everyone was so shocked, no one said anything until Youngi's mother broke the silence)

Mrs Min (Shocked): w-what?

Youngi: in your marriage anniversary, he came home late, he was drunk, I was sleeping when he came to my room, and he started beating me, but after sometime he looked at me and said that I looked beautiful, he looked at me with eyes full of lust it was so disgusting, he started kissing me and touching me all over my body, I was shocked, I tried to run away, I tried to push him, I cried, I screamed, and asked for help, but there was no one to help me, there was just me and him alone in my room, he started tearing my clothes, I resisted too much but he was stronger than me, that night he raped me, my own father took my virginity, he raped his 17 year old son. I was shocked, angry, disgusted, broken, I hated him, I hated you,(crying hard) I even hated myself, I felt dirty and cheep, I was disgusted by myself, then I stoop up with all the pain in my body and went to the bathroom limping and I took all my antidepressant pills, I wanted to die, I was slowly losing consciousness, I was so tired I just wanted to rest forever, but I woke up in hospital, uncle kept saying sorry to me for not protecting me, since he was aware of me getting abused but he never thought that my father would rape me, but I wasn't blaming him, I wasn't blaming anyone at that time all I wanted was some time alone so I can kill myself again, I didn't want to live anymo-(he got cut by a tight hug, jhope run to him and hugged him while crying silently)

JHOPE'S POV

It's the first time that he talked about his past, I felt happy he finally trusted us and wanted to open up to us.

I was so sad and angry, my heart ached painfully when he said that his das was abusing him every day. But my heart literally stopped when he said that he got raped by his own father, my brain stopped working for a while, I was a crying mess seeing the love of my life crying and shaking badly while describing how his father touched him, I felt knives in my heart while listening to him, my breath hitched and my heart stopped when he said that he tried to suicide, i didn't know how my body moved on its own but I found myself hugging him tightly, tears were dropping from my eyes like a river, my heart was hurting me so damn bad, I didn't say anything I just hugged warmly wrapping my arms securely around his trembling body telling him indirectly that i'm with him now, and I will stay by his side and protect him for the rest my life, youngi hugged me back tightly while crying hard against my chest, everyone was crying no one expected this heartbreaking story.)

END OF JHOPE'S POV.

NO ONE'S POV:

Mr Min(crying): I know I don't have the right to say sorry and my apologies will change nothing, but still i'm really sorry for what we did to you, you were just a kid, we weren't responsabl-( she got cut by youngi)

Youngi: i'm sorry but I don't think I can forgive you, please just leave, go and live your life as you used to do for all this years, i'm okey now, I have alot of people who trully love me and care for me.

(youngi hold jhope's hand who looked at him and smiled softly and hold his hand tighter)

Mrs Min: C-Can I atleast come to see you from time to time? I will not bother you I swear!

Youngi (sigh) : do whatever you want.

(After she left, youngi dropped on the floor crying hard, jhope who was also a crying mess kept hugging tightly, after sometime everyone joined the hug while crying, after a while they finally calmed down, youngi felt so relieved after finally saying all this, then they sat and youngi was telling them everything from the beginning to the end, his relationship with parents, the disappearance of his mother, the abuse, the rape, the suicide, his uncle and Lisa's help, meeting them, falling in move with hobi, the come back of his father, his father's threat, he told them that he left with him because he wanted to save them, he told them about his life there, about his father's words and how he started believing them, he was scared he would become like him and hurt the people he loves the most, so slowly he became cold, empty and depressed, he told them how he used to cut his arms to torture himself because he hurted them so much, he talked about everything in details, he didn't forget anything, when he finished he was crying hard while looking down, jhope grabbed his hand softly, youngi looked up at him)

Jhope(smile): you know that I love you the most right? I can't believe that you did everything just to save us you are so precious, I'm madly in love with you youngi I want to start again, would you let me enter your life again? Would you let me be by your side forever? Would you let me be a part of your life and cure all your wounds? Whould you like to start a new life together just both of us, and make new memories, just happy ones, youngi do you want to be my boyfriend again I promise I will take care of you, I will do my best to make you the happiest!! (Sunshine smile)

Youngi: No!!

Jhope: w-what?

Youngi: I don't wanna be your boyfriend I wanna be your husband, will you marry me?! (Gummy smile)

(Jhope was so shocked but he answered immediately)

Jhope(happily): yes yes yes ofcourse yess!!

(Jhope leaned and kissed his new fiance slowly enjoying the feeling of being with him again, while the other were clapping and cheering happily for them.

Then jhope took youngi to his parents, they were extremely happy to see youngi again, they told them everything, they cried alot and hugged youngi so tightly while telling him that they would be more than happy to become his new parents, they were about to adopt him if jhope didn't intrrepted them saying that they can't because youngi will be their son in law not their adobted son, jhope was really traumatized from his parents's thoughts like how could they think of making youngi his brother !? youngi was just laughing at his cute reaction.

Youngi started seeing a therapist, he didn't want at first but jhope insisted that's it so important, he always goes with him every time, but one day jhope was busy so he sent jimin with him, the doctor and jimin fell in love with eochother at the first sight, in their way back youngi kept teasing him about it, and jimin was blushing madly, after that jimin kept accompanying jhope and youngi to the therapist, and after some weeks they started dating, and he is finally no longer single.
After some months, youngi was okey, he wasn't depressed anymore, jhope proposed him properly, he made him a big surprise in their secret place in the beach, youngi was so happy but he got emotional and ended up crying really hard.
Then they started preparing for their wedding, everything was great, everyone was happy, the weddeing was amazing!!
And our beautiful couple is finally married, they lived in their small cute house again which was full of love and warmth.
Youngi becomes his old self again, he becomes so cheerful and happy, he always makes cute surprises for his husband, he started playing basketball with tae again, and doing alot of new things, he forgets his painfull past and starts a new life full of warmth and happiness with the people he trully loves..

       THE END.