Today was very weird day. I was on a date first time after you died. It's so weird and painful to say it like this. I miss you so much, my dear Adam. His name is Henry and he is a bussiness man. Sarah gave him my phone number, because she thinks I should really get over it, but is that even possible? You and me had something that I will never feel again. Such a long time and actually so short. Without you, it will be even longer. I've never missed someone like I miss you since you're gone. It will be 2 years soon. I think I'm gonna sit on our bench the whole day. I was thinking about going to Paris with my mother, but I can't do it without you. Damn. We always wanted to go to Paris, do you remember?
