Only eyes for you

"Never again?"

"What is going on with you Austin. You have become a monster since Felicia came around more. I can't even recognize your personality anymore?" my voice was wobbly. It was hard to speak. I could see in his eyes that he was ready to drown me. He didn't want me to be there.

"Felicia go away for just two minuts." he said, but not in a hard way like how he talked to me. Felicia turned around and started yelling after Arthur. I feel bad for him.

"Now Alice, you need to understand what I am going through. You are acting like little miss perfect who is never doing anything wrong. Well you do. We can't even be together for one whole day without you crying over some mental problem you think you have. You don't have any problems in your life! The only problem is you! I don't care about you, or any of the problems you clearly don't have!" I was shocked. 

"Austin, what about all our memories. We have known each other for 8 years, and dated for 3 years. I am sorry that I might have been a little to much in our relationship, but do you seriously want to be this person you are now?" I said back. He took a deep breath.

"Alice... I don't have feelings for you. Most of the time I wish I could be honest and tell you that the only reason to that Felicia is hanging out with us more now is because I promised her to break up with you. I don't do this because this is what Felicia told me to do, but because this is the right thing for me. It's the right thing for you... It's the right thing for us. I might seem like an asshole to you, but I like how I am now. If you can't respect this, it might be a sign for you to open your eyes, and see that the spark between us is gone. It will never come back again." I could hear in his voice, that this hit a spot that made him almost cry. I was in completely out of words.

"So you break up with me?" I asked. My voice was high pinched. 

"Yes. I break up with you, Alice Wolff. I don't want to see you again." he looked down in the ground and turned around to go back to the others again. I started tearing up. That really hurt me. 

"Never again?" I asked. Clearly he didn't hear me, because he just kept walking. I was feeling my world turning black. All these memories, all those years was just waisted on some loser who couldn't care less about me. I took my hands up to my face to hide my eyes. My whole body started to shake. What was going on, I shouldn't be crying over a boy like him. I still did, and had maybe been crying for half an hour before I went back to the others. I really hope nobody could see that I had cried. 

As soon as I came closer, I saw that everyone was just quiet and everyone looked very awkward. When everyone saw that I was coming back they looked up at me. Olivia came over to me and gave me a big hug. That was what I needed. A big warm meaningful hug. She whispered in my ear.

"I am so sorry Ally. I love you, remember that."

I didn't answer. The only thing that was on my mind was not to cry in front of the others. I just want to lay in my bed. I was almost tearing up again. I didn't want to look up from Olivias shoulder. Everyone started talking again. They all tried to act like nothing happened. I looked up from Olivias shoulder. It was because Austin came back, no surprise that a he came back with Felicia holding hands. Even with her lipstick all over his face. 

I hate her.

I hate him.

I hate them.

He has his right to be with her, we're not together anymore. A black shadow came from the parking lot, and walked towards us. Everyone started clapping and yelling at him.

"Hey, you are underage! You can't be here." they laughed to.  It must have been some kind of joke. I wasn't in the mood for jokes. 

"I'm leaving now Liv." she didn't hear me, she was to busy to laugh and yell with the others at the person who was joining. I didn't really care. I walked towards the parking lot and the shadow. I looked down and started crying.

"Hey, are you okay?" the person was a boy. I didn't recognize the voice.

"I'm fine!" I answered. I just wanted to be home, so I ran.