*And I screamed out God you vulture bring her back or take me with her!*
Cicago shot up in bed as the song from her black radio alarm blared. This particular song brining back too much, her fist hit the off button a little bit harder then normal. She cursed when a sharp sting followed by a dull burning came to life in her fist from hitting the clock. Looking down Cicago saw her purple black, usually tiny, fist swollen to the size of a baseball. "Damned sluts. " she muttered as she got out of bed and reached for her silver leather fingerless gloves. The cold hardwood floor bit into her feet as she walked from the bed to her closet, getting dressed would be the start to her day but Cicago feared how it would end.
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By her 4th period all of Cicago's classmates are hungry for lunch, except her. "Hey Cy!," her cousin Lilly called out her nickname Nash had given her, giving her goose bumps up and down her skin. "Cy your not going to skip lunch again are you? You haven't eaten lunch at all since... um-" Lilly stutters. "Since what Lil? Since Nash died? Since my best friend killed himself?!" By now Cy's usually deep and sultry voice is high and almost screeching with anger. A crowed had gathered to back up Lilly, no one stood behind Cy. *So much for lunch* Cy thought to herself as she walked quickly to the bathroom, away from a teary eyed Lilly and her angry mob. In the bathroom mirror Cicago barely recognized deep set moss green eyes, dead to emotion, or her sandy brown waves of hair greasy with poor care. Everyone said she was griegrieving. But mostly she's just scared.
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*FLASHBACK*
"Cy damnit! Hurry your ass up!" Nash yelled as he stood at the tree and Cy ran to him. "I'm here,I'm here. Ya little bitch." She panted. "Good." He draws with a smirk. Cy squeals when Nash pulls her close, his plush lips and tan face just inches from her own. He leans slightly closer, and as soon as she opens her lips to welcome the kiss he pulls away, teasing her." Nash please! just kiss me you bastard" she says in a fit. "Now Cy, you've gone and hurt my feelings" Cy rolls her eyes at this." Whatever Nashville. Tell me what was so important you made me come out of my bed at midnight, in my sports bra mind you! So spit it out! " Nash just draws himself into a serious mode.* uh oh. I'm not gonna like this* Cy sighs." Cy I've been thinking." He shifts his weight uncomfortably.* something's very very wrong* "I want to die...." There, the bomb is dropped, and it lands right on Cy's heart. "That's not funny Nash" She says in hopes that he is just joking. Even though, deep down, she knows he's not. "No Cy I'm Dead serious... and please don't try and talk me out of it. Not that you have any room to." He angrily grabbed her hand and flipped it over so her scars, some so deep there was still a valley of flesh, so that they stared up at that the tree tops. When Cy jerked her hand away and held it protective against her chest. Nash rushed on to say" I didn't mean that in a bad way babe! Please Cy I just wanted to warn you! Plus... I have something to ask" with that he leaned in close and whispered his master plan.
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Hello people of earth. I'm going to try and keep notes to a minimum. As I know I hate them and don't usually read them in other peoples book. But anyway I just wanted to say welcome and that I hope you like my story. I started writing it in my used to be journal and all my friends get first reads at it from there. I hope you like it as much as they do. Their encouragement is my motivation. Please I would love if you dropped me a pm or a comments. Either way enjoy and know that you are loved!
(-SM)
