°•~'I'll be with you from dusk till dawn'~•°

chapter 3

(ok Annera is getting a little confident there)

TW: SELF HARMING, AND SCREAMING!

Ok so that happened. She knows she was making me panic. She knows.And the fact that she knows this makes me even more red. Ok y/n calm down it's not going to happen again it's not. My thoughts were cut off by my phone being blown up. It was my younger sister Ava. When I read the message I completely froze.

My parents always been there for me but when I came out as gay they throw me out like trash. But now they are gone. My parents are dead. How can this happen to me, how. I still love them and I still care for them. No more hugs not kisses. No more hangouts. No more confidence. I completely break down and run out of the building to get home. I don't want to be around anyone when I'm like this. It's just uncomfortable.

I run inside my house and lock the door. When I have mental breakdowns they are horrible. I use to self harm but I stopped after I was 15. But now I need to do it. I have to get this off of my chest. I run to the bathroom and close the door. I immediately grab the razor and just look at it. I'm about to do it again. I put the razor on my arm and starts to cut. Continually cutting it till I can't feel it no more.

I was on the floor weak crying my eyes out begging for them to come back. But that's never going to happen. I know I will pass out soon, so I reach into my pocket and get my phone. I text Annyka and Charlize. Once I was done I passed out cold on the floor.

°•Annyka pov•°

I was in the middle of doing some paperwork and all of a sudden my phone goes off. I look to see what it is and sees its y/n. I was smiling until I saw what she had texted.

Mi amor 😌🤍
Please hurry before it's to late...

I start to panic and sees Charlize running towards me in fear. We both got the message and immediately went to her house. She told us that there was a spare key under the doormat a while ago and I decided to use that. As I was unlocking the door Charlize could barely calm down. she was so worried that her eyes started to tear up.

I grabbed her hands and told her that it's going to be ok and that she will be fine. We opened the door and walked in looking for her. We went to every single room downstairs of the house but couldn't find her. We then started searching for her up stairs. We went inside her room and saw nothing. But her bathroom light was on. we walked over to the door and knocked. No answer. We then decided to walk in and what we saw broke us down.I ran over to her and held her close to me. "Y/n darling please stay with me!" I said holding her limp body in my arms.

"Charlize call the ambulance hurry!!" I cried. It was pain to see such a young woman lying in my arms passed out bleeding to death. I wrapped her arm up with some bandages I found in the medicine cabinet, and continued to keep her with me.

"It's going to alright dear we are here. We won't let you die. Not on my watch." I started crying even harder than earlier, waiting for Charlize to appear with the medics. As soon as I said that she appeared with four medics and a police. They took her from me and put her in the ambulance.

I was breaking down badly. She can't leave me like this. Please, don't die mi amor please. I felt someone put their arms around me and hug me tight. It was Charlize. I hugged her back letting out all my tears in her arms. We both was crying at this point. We can't loose her. She will make through this. I know she will.

(Sorry about this but I had to do it🙂)

(I'm going to finish the rest so it won't be this bad)

Word count: 731 words